~\\ Chu@n's Blog //~

Penang in HDR

2011-05-26T23:55:00.009+08:00

Just came back from a fantastic vacation trip at Penang.
Didn't took much pictures this time.
Cuz i'm doing a series of videos using the D90.
Anyways, I still do take pictures.
And the concept this time,
is to potray Penang through HDR processing.

To view in better quality, please go to my flickr photostream @ www.flickr.com/photos/chuan_photography.

The 1st post of 2011

2011-01-22T20:28:00.015+08:00

[Editted and posted on 3rd of April 2011, this is previously an unpublished post in January 2011]

And I'm back.

Wow it's April and this is the first time i update my blog.

GOSH. The blog almost get rotten.

Glad that i still remembered its existence.

Well, since the last post, I did take a lot of pictures.

I still hav tons of unprocessed photos.

The places that I went during the hibernation of this blog include

Tasik Kenyir, the East coast of Terengganu and Melaka.

Lots of photos also been taken during the Chinese New Year.

(omg i dont even hav any updates on 2011 CNY)

i joined a photo shooting event in conjunction of CNY for the first time.

Family photo taking sessions were the most enjoyable ever and

i even made my own reflector for that.

Well, i guess that's all for the Updates. I'm very busy for real.

Assignments and tasks are as many as usual.

Exam's comin soon too. All the things just go wilder and wilder.

Wish me luck.

Just one photos for this post.

Will take a long time to do that if i am to upload more.

Anyways, my Facebook photo albums are still updated.

For more photo just click on my fb to hav a look on it.

That's all for this post. =)

p/s:i'll make sure this blog is loaded with lots of photos again once i am totally free again. and i hate the unintended spacing of this post. Whats happening with blogger.

- A ''semi-slow'' shutter photo taken at the beach of Terengganu. Getting into monochromatic phorography recently. That's why it's been processed in a black and white format.

The Little Wonder - Louis Poon

2010-12-27T17:18:00.013+08:00

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I haven't really tried out a potraiture shooting before...

Untill i met my little cousins 2 weeks ago...

He's my first 'model' and i think will be the youngest ever...

And he's Louis Poon, a little baby boy who is just 14 months old...

Shooting place was at home and it was without any

lighting systems except my D90 pop-up flash...
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My thoughts? Awhh...

Shooting babies are tiring, but fun!

You'll need to always make him smile and laugh...

As he also do moves here and there,

You'll need to stay low on the ground and crawl along with him...

Anyways,
it's was my first ever ''model shooting'',

and it's the sweetest one... =)

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Light Graffiti - Colour with Light

2010-11-15T19:38:00.023+08:00

Well, i've finally manage to get myself another 'photo assignment'... LOL...

Anyways, it's just something which i haven't try before,
which is light graffiti or more known as light painting...

Frankly, it's amazingly fun and interesting!

Light painting or light graffiti is actually

a long exposure photography technique...

Just as the term which says 'light painting', it really means

painting by using any light sources (eg.torch)...

Thru setting a long shutter speed, eg. 20 seconds, you can virtually paint

in front of the camera by swinging or waving

a light source with different types of colours,

just like you're painting a drawing...

As it's a long exposure technique, such trick is usually done in a dark room

or a place where it has poor lightings sorroundings...

In light graffiti, it's all about creativity...

this time, i've been more 'creative' by using my mouse as the light source

as the colour of the LED light in it changes with time...

Cost saving by without buying any equipment huh? lol.

And all my shots are been done in a dark room...

You can just get the best shot by try an error method...
So it really needs a lot of patient...

And for me, there's no right or wrong as it's an art...

Dont worry, when you get more and more exited in it,

you cant even notice that the time is passing by... And I did that... lol.

So, after been talking about this and that for so long,
here goes the photos...

-------------------------------Drawing circles with my LED mouse.
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--------------------------------------My laptop is 'on fire'.
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A piece of art?
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Cosmic feel huh...

Thanks to my lil' ''nine colours LED'' mouse.

Kuala Lipis UpTown

2010-11-09T23:20:00.013+08:00

It's already been November...

I didn't had much

chance to have photo shooting sessions lately...

Final Exam's comin' soon...

and I'm having the longest study week(s) ever...

3 weeks at home...

Anyway, there are still some pictures which

havent been posted here...

Well this time, i'm gonna

share some photos of the lil town of Kuala Lipis,

basically,

My lil hometown...

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The only Zero Milestone in Malaysia.

Kuala Lipis Uptown, once the capital of Pahang State.

Kuala Lipis Post Office, Since 1910.

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Mail boxes beside the post office.

An old car in front of the old shops, just like those good old days.

Cameron Highlands

2010-10-16T00:17:00.022+08:00

It was during a family trip to Cameron Highlands a month ago...

With no exceptions,

Taking a camera in hands will always make a trip a great one...

And let's see what i've got this time...

Almost all photos are taken with the nikkor 50mm f1.8...

Those 'bokeh' are gorgeous! =)

Durian Sebatang, Teluk Intan

2010-10-03T01:19:00.030+08:00

Finally...

shots that had been taken since almost a month ago

are managed to be uploaded here... lol.

Life's been busy and hectic...

anyways...

the photos are here! =)

That was during a trip back to my father's hometown,

Teluk Intan, Perak ; while Durian Sebatang is a small

jetty located beside the town of Teluk Intan.

At first, it was a cloudy afternoon.

That was one of my luckiest day.

because after been patient to wait,

the cloudy sky later on turned into a clear one,

leaving good lightings for me...

And at last, a beautiful sunset arrived,

giving me such a great opportunity to take the pictures of it.

I stayed there for the whole entire process of the

sunset untill the day finally turned dark.(approx. 3hours)

Awwh... should had been bringing a good tripod for long exposures trials!

But just forget about that cuz

it still feels great to capture all these shots thru hanheld method.

Viewing those amazing sunset scenes through the viewfinder

was one of the most breathtaking experience that i've ever had...

And here goes the pictures... =)

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all...

2010-09-19T00:41:00.004+08:00

Well...
Again it's going to be the
Mid-Autumn Festival soon...

However my holiday is just goin to end...
'School days' will start from the coming Monday...
Awhhh... how awfull is that...
No choice... Reality is still reality...

Anyway,
i've actually been wondering on how to shoot the moon
for a long time...
everytime i tried to take a shot of the moon,
what i manage to get is just a small dot of light...
after been searching informations from the internet,
i finally figured out on how to shoot the moon...

By understanding that the moon is comparable to a bulb
which constantly realease a huge amount of light,
(yea, i know the moon itself doesnt realease but reflect light,
so it's just a comparison... lol)
You need to know that a fast shutter speed is needed
in order for us to 'under-expose' the bright moon
so that the details on the surface of the moon can be seen.
If too much light enters the camera,
the moon will be over exposed and we could not really
see what's on the surface of it...
I decided to shoot by using Manual mode on the camera...
If semi-auto such as aperture priority is used,
the camera itself too, will be confused that a slow shutter is needed
to capture light in such a dark condition,
which is a wrong decision.

For this time, i just simply use handheld method to capture this shot...
as at a shutter speed of 1/320s,
i dont really need a tripod...
but if we need a crisp image, a tripod is still essential...

So...
this is the shot of the moon...
and it was a cropped one,
since i'm just using a lens with a
maximum focal length of 105mm...
Added some chinese captions in this photo
as the mid-autumn festival is coming soon...
They mean 'appreciate what we all have now
and appreciate the people around us'...

And finally, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all... =)

p/s: still got lots of photos haven't uploaded to this blog. For more photos, i've been uploading them to my facebook page. Gona wait for some time for these to be uploaded at here. =)

Previous Shots...

2010-09-05T23:47:00.010+08:00

Well i guess it's been quite a while i did'nt
upload any photos here...

and actually i had some photos in my hands
in this '2 months' period...

in fact they're the shots that i've been done
before i went back to my colege...
post-processed them during my free time...
at least,
i had the chance to learn and practice some
post-processing skills...

it's just that i did'nt post them here...
gosh. connection is freakin' too slow at my hostel...
as uploading to facebook is faster,
so i just had them posted on my facebook...

SO... finally i got a chance to come home
and get a faster internet connection speed
to upload those photos to my blog...

and here are some of those photos...

1. The view of Jelai River at Kuala Lipis from the bridge.

(panaroma view, merged by 7 photos)

2. Little sis playin table tennis.

3. Potraiture of my dog, Maggie.

(50mm shot, with nice filled bokeh)

and i guess that's all for now...

goin back to my father's hometown, Teluk Intan...

meanwhile will also be visiting Cameron Highlands...

thus stay tuned!

i'll be capturing more and more photos~

chill~

I've always been here...

2010-08-29T15:00:00.003+08:00

Woah...
it's been two month!!!
exactly 2 months i didn't post update here...
owh... feel kinda guilty again...

but things happened for reasons...
the problem is i'm quite busy with my messy life recently...
New semester just bring me too much of work to deal with...
plus, the camera is not with me as i'm staying in my hostel now...
i didn't even had the chance to take good pictures
and post it up on my blog...

well... frankly...
i missed capturing pictures so much!
my ears are missing the 'clickings' of the shutter too!
so... planned to bring it over my hostel next time...
KL has too much place for me to shoot...
especially urban shooting and night scene photography...

so...
life's been a little bit of busy recently..
but nevermind...
holiday's gona come soon...
i'll be goin back home this coming friday...
wohoo...
2 weeks of holidays...
and i hope this will allow me
to take enough rest...
and to take more photos... =)

well...
photos are coming up real soon...
so stay tuned! =)

chill~

The Amazing Bali Island (Updated)

2010-06-29T19:55:00.046+08:00

Well... it's been a while i didn't do any updating here...
but now forget about it... LOL..
cuz i've gotton another series of photos
which were been captured during my Bali Vacation Trip...
yea... i went to Bali and took more than 1K of pictures...
tht's y.. it really took me so long to filter those photos and select
the best shots... lols..

Anyway...
what i have to say is,
Bali Island is really a great place for vacation...
it's also one of the best place for photography lovers
to take wonderful landscape photographs...
many people would think that Bali island is just
a common island with nice beach and crystal clear sea water...
hm... maybe is because of the 'island' word... lol...
but actually, when we go to Bali,
it is not just about having vacation on the beach,
and surf along the coastal line of the island...

Bali, or often been refer to as the 'Island of God',
is one of the earliest place where
Hindu arrived in the South East Asia...
That is why, bali is full of it's colourful culture and arts...
Historical temples with unique architectual designs
are the places that one must not missed...
besides of its beautiful beach, the hill regions of Bali
also offer great landscape views,
especially its terraced rice fields...
you can even see volcano there...
and by travelling along the rural regions, its where you can
see the way of living of those balinese people...

for me,
its been an amazing trip at Bali...
and maybe one day, i might go there again,
to capture more wonderful moments of this beautiful island..

so... here are the photos... =)

Statues are seen everywhere at Bali.

A man carving a statue.

The Kintamani Volcano.

A lotus flower nicely lit up by broad day light.

Paddy field where we have our lunch beside.

Sky was always blue and the clouds are puffy during the time i was at Bali.

The Kuta Beach, with a long row of beach chairs.

The Big Statue of Garuda at GWK.

The Ulun Danu Temple.

The cliff of Uluwatu.

Sunset at Uluwatu Temple.

The Taman Ayun Temple.

A monkey having its food at the Monkey Forest.

Sunset of Tanah Lot.

When the sun went down to the horizon.

Pinkish orange color lit up the sky, just a couple of minutes after the sunset.

That's all and hope u guys enjoy it... =)

chill~~

- Going Green -

2010-06-02T23:02:00.008+08:00

Well...
this time, i will be goin GREEN... lol~
cuz it will be some kinda 'floral' shots...
Pictures taken at different places and different dates..
and these are what i've got...
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The Kuala Lipis Railway

2010-05-30T23:37:00.030+08:00

The town of Kuala Lipis has a significant

historical trademark, which is its

railways and railway station...

the railway is been almost a century...

while the railway station is built

since 1926...
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One hot afternoon, i had a great

photo shooting session at this place...

i enjoyed so much tht i didn't even noticed that

i've got sunburn untill i go back home...

LOL...

well, after filtering from almost 400 photographs...

i only uploaded 80 on my facebook..

and for here possibly 10 or 20... lol..

anyway... let's see what i've got..

The Photography Enthusiast

2010-05-23T23:17:00.005+08:00

So Who's that photography enthusiast???
hah... well i found something today...

i was looking back at those old photo albums...
untill i came across with one of those albums,
and found this...

LOL... that was me...
holding my father's SLR (a yashica)...
and that was 16 years ago...
notice that beside me was my old wooden house...

guess i really like photography huh...
even since i was just four years old...lol~
or... i was just curious on that SLR???

whatever~
cuz now, i'm really a photography enthusiast...
I discover every single thing in photography
with full of passion everyday...=)

- 2010 Wesak Day Celebration - #2

2010-05-23T11:56:00.012+08:00

Some additional photos of the wesak day celebration~

here they go...

- Wesak Day Celebration 2010 - #1

2010-05-21T17:26:00.026+08:00

On 15th of may 2010,

a wesak day celebration was organised by

the lipis buddhist association...

Definitely, i went there for photo shootings!!!

it was during the evening time

and the event ended up at night...

that's why, lightings is the most difficult part

for me this time...

anyway, its a good chance for me to practice

photography in a low light condition...

Did enjoy a lot, although it rained (quite heavily) during

almost the end of the parade... gosh~ ==''

luckily i've kept the d90 earlier and was just steps away

from a shelter that time...=)

what an adventure huh... LOL

The flower-decorated truck with a buddha statue, which leads the parade.

My little cousin, havin some prayer before the parade.

Flowers placed by the people onto the truck before the parade.

The dragon dance.

Another view of the dragon dance.

During the parade...

Two little girls following the parade. (my little sis is on the right, and the other is my little cousin)

People started to carry candles in their hands while it was getting darker.

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Choosed to use the AF nikkor 50mm f/1.8D when it was totally dark at night. (wider aperture providing faster shutter speed)

- Sunset shots -

2010-05-20T22:44:00.013+08:00

Captured lots of photos these days...
with different themes...
(since last post were just random shots. lol...)

well... photos that will be 'released' this time
will be the sunset shots...
days before i noticed a 'half-dead' old tree
in a housing area...
and that's such a nice evening...
i was lucky that i brought the d90 along with me...
with the sun laid behind the tree,
i manage to capture some of these shots~

& added some captions inside too~ =)

guess that's all for today...

more photos coming up next...

so, 'stay tuned'... LOL.

It's holiday and it's SHOOTING time~

2010-05-11T01:42:00.016+08:00

yea, i knew it...
its been a while i didn't bother this blog...
anyway it's not meant to be abandoned for too long,
and so, i'm back on track again... LOL...
final exam just ended and i'm havin' my longest Uni holiday ever...
2 months... XD

and as it's a holiday,
i'm gona do what i want and what i like...
for sure, i'm gonna get really crazy with~
PHOTOGRAPHY this time...

after been long awaiting,
finally i'm with the dslr - nikon D90...
whoa, tht's why i'm so exited this time...
my dad bought it 3 days ago as
both of us are really into photography...
(even though we are still 'rookies' with the dslr, lol)

frankly, i just LIKE photography so much...
(since few years ago...)
untill some of them among my friends own their dslr,
i started to explore photography along with them...
but the dslr is not mine...
so the reality is that,
the chances of hands on for me can be few...
but then as a self-learner, i buy photography magazines
every month... (i recomend 'Digital Camera') =)
and its been half a year ago...
tht's why from now on, it's time for me to go PRACTICAL...

got the D90 3 days ago..
started shooting all around my house
with the nikkor 18-105mm VR kit lens...
gosh... i enjoyed so much... =)

guys, let's see what i've got~

-stIng-

-the Misai Kuching -

-a close-up of it -

- taken around sunset -

- a sweet smile from my little sis -

- the DraGon -

- Potrait of my cousin -

- another view of the DraGon -

- the flowers of the cactus -

- nails&wires -

tht's some of it...

hope you guys enjoy it... =)

there will be more images coming soon...

so...

stay tuned~ LOL....

anyway, chill~

just been soaked in such a busy life...

2010-03-07T19:04:00.003+08:00

its been 2 weeks time, since i went back to UM...

Chinese new year finished just like that...

time passes to quickly for me to enjoy the times during CNY..

and there was no any updates on my blog untill now..

lol... well... i'm just been stucked in busy life AGAIN...

(busy like hell)

tons of assignments and reports...

plus tutorials and presentations..

and activities and exams too...

never gona run away from me untill the semester ends..

and this kinda life sometimes just make me too exhausted..

even sometimes.. i'm scared and fed-up...

but then... i knew since a long time a go that...

this is so called life...

could'nt resist to be stucked in this kinda situation..

and so....

what about just face it...?

yup.. i'll just do what i'm supposed to do so...

the final sem break is just 2 months to go...

and during that time..

i will be Totally UNLEASHED...

stay tuned~~~~ lolx...

chill~

-Its the Year of Tiger-

2010-02-19T21:57:00.012+08:00

Although its a bit of late..
but then i still wana wish everyone...
Happy Chinese New Year 2010!! =)

what's so special for this year is that..
we had several enjoyable photo taking session...
and these are some of them...
(p/s : i'm a photography lover... lol)

nothing much to say...

cuz a picture speaks thousands of words..

we really did enjoyed a lot this year...

will be missing it very very much...

so... lastly...

best of luck to all~~~ =)

chill~

i found treassures...

2010-01-30T23:36:00.016+08:00

wow...

its again so long that i didn't update my blog..

gosh.. jz damn busy all the while...

well i'm at home nw..

came back since friday for a long weekend break...

so whats so special with my treasures?
yup... it sure is very special..

firstly, i'm a photography lover..

just forget since when i fell in love with photography..

but anyhow thats not important..

cz i reli loves to click on that shutter realease button

and freeze what i see at that moment..

of course, i'm actually dreaming of getting a dslr....

(hope my father will get it as soon as possible)

ops.. why my father?

yup.. he is also a photography lover..

even before i'm born to this world..

and that's why i'm quite lucky to have a mentor on photography... lolx

and is this what we called 'inherritance' ??

haha... well well well...

let just get into the real point...
the treasures i found today is~~~~~~~~~~~~

my father's antiques...

wow.. i mean i was reli astonished when i looked at them this afternoon...

they are 2 SLR cameras that my father own since 20 years ago...

one is FUJICA branded and one is NIKON...

anyway the retro shaped body of those SLRs is just so nice!

i know people are looking for these types of antiques recently

as photography had become very popular already

since DSLRs become more and more affordable..
there are even some companies that come out with

retro-styled lens interchangable compact camera

that looks much similar as those old fashioned SLRs...

anyway.. these are the photos i've taken today...

those treasures....... =)

reli like it so much.............

(gona sleep with both of them 2nite!!! LOLx)

2010

2010-01-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

first post of 2010...

owh...
kinda late...
lol...

at least...
i made it as soon as possible..
and its on the thrid day..
haha...

=)

chill~

goin back again...

2009-12-26T17:06:00.002+08:00

here comes the end of my 5 weeks holiday..
such a nice holiday!
sob sob sob~
things packed...
2mrw will be goin back to UM...

no time to waste..
nothing to lose..
but everything to gain..

i will only have approximately 4 months
to prepare for the 2nd semester exam..
8 subjects...
gona be busy like hell..
plus the result of first sem was such a terrible 1...

sigh~

come on, let's just face it...! =)

sigh~~ (again)

okay... it will be fine soon.. hope so..

-thoughts of mine-

2009-12-13T14:46:00.003+08:00

{ i'm gona make a change,
its gona feel real good,
gona make a difference,
gona make it right }

*qouted from the song called 'man in the mirror' by micheal jackson.

p/s : will be flying to taiwan for a vacation trip with my family 2 days later...
off for one week and then back to malaysia for "university reopening"...

The Arena is finally in my hand..

2009-11-26T00:24:00.004+08:00

After months of surveying and "researching"...

i've found something, which for me is worth to own...

and its the LG Arena KM900...

a touchscreen phone, with a S-class UI...

pretty nice design from lg..

and the function is really fun too..

the best part...

is the Dolby Mobile Sound Enhancement in the music player..

WOW~

Such a great audio experience...!

as i'm a music lover...

this is the main reason, why i choose Arena..

so...

this is how it looks like...

and there goes the end of the exam...

2009-11-20T10:09:00.002+08:00

been for so patient and determinant...

and finally, the exam ends...

holiday's coming..

cant wait to have fun and enjoy it...

it would be a 5 weeks one...

wuhooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

chill~

exhausted week~

2009-10-17T02:12:00.009+08:00

gosh....... ==''

i had just been choked by those packed shcedule these days~

hope this is just gotta be a short post..

lol... cz... its almost time for me to sleep...

lets see...

well...

on monday... i had my fluid mechanics assignment handed up...

and as one of those coordinators..

i finished organise my PESTA TANGLUNG of second colege..

it was a succesfull 1... but.. gosh..

it reli was tiring.....

we have some performance...

some games and the most important is the lantern parade..

had fun around the varsity lake of UM...

so.. thanks everyone for their support in this event!!

appreciate a lot...

The coordinators of Pesta Tanglung 2009 (second colege) and senior coordinators..

and then on teusday...

busy days still continue....

i had a meeting with 大摇 event organising commitee...

and preparation for wednesday's calculus test needed to be done...

the next day...
it doesnt end when the exam was over...

cz at night i was been involved in a rehersal for a song writing competition..
and its called 马大校园华语歌曲创作比赛（校创）

stucked up in the auditorium untill about 12am midnight...

but the rehersal was fun for me...

lol.. cz i manage to try on some music instrument that i never touched before..

my favourite.... the DRUM SET!! =)

a whole set of intrument was there cz it will be a life band performance...

and it was thursday again...

the day of 校创....

i rushed here and that night....

but.... did manage to listen to some nice composing of songs..

and the band performance was amazing...

hope can perform in a band one day... lol...

but what was most important during that night is...

i met with three famous local music producers...

管起源，陈彦辉，杨智中。。

wow~ such a nice opportunity...

cz i'm the video camera man in a small interview with them...

yea... they were the judges of this competition..

and i did manage to share something about music from them..

good experience for me as i love music... =)

from left... 陈彦辉老师，me，and 管起源老师。。。

and finally its today... i finished busyin all those events that i 'm been involved... and its time for me to take a rest..busy huh?? involving in THREE events in one week..lol.. what a nice adventure for me... gosh.. not again... its tiring!!

well is it a released for me now? not so...cz the final exam is just two weeks to go!!! and 2morw... i still have a final thing to do...i gotta go to a marketing drive for the 大摇 concert...

so... i gona go to sleep now!!!

gosh... i said its gona be short but its 3.30am now!! wow~

anyway... thats all for now.. =)

chill~

~little updates~

2009-09-27T16:04:00.008+08:00

hello world~ i'm here again..
perhaps its been more than 2 weeks i didn't
make my blog up-to-date~~

so..... what's happening these days??

nid a little bit of time to really recall all those things back..

cuz... my mind is just... UNORGANISED.. lol.

well.. i just had the mid-term exams for the first time in UM..

no doubt... its a hard try for me.. a hard one..

firstly its just because i didn't understand

what those lecturers are "lecturing".. =='' pity huh..

and secondly.. i spent too much time on other activities...

don't blame... i choosed to get involved with them..

and tht's why... many tutorials are not completed..

gosh~ this is the messiest way of studying that i ever had in my life!

not even get it systematic everytime...

and so the results were poor..... as expected... sigh~

and then it was my 1 week of holidays since last friday..

it all happen to be the same each time when holidays come..

lol.. enjoy sleeping a lot at home.. didn't do much homeworks...

but at least... i manage to spent some time with my family..

and friends too..

sigh.. i like the feelings during the holidays..

nothing to worry and care about..

just..... lay down on my back... and relax...

but fact is still fact.. time flies..

today.. its sunday, and its the end of my holidays already..

2morw... classes will be starting.. as well as busy lifes too..

final exams... gosh..

it wont be too long from now... sigh..

what to do?? do what i can..

haha..

well... i just have to enjoy my life...

and live my life to the fullest~

guess that's all for now.. =)

chill~

p/s : mooncake festival is coming soon.. best regards to all of you.. ;)

when there's nothing much i could say...

2009-09-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

its been almost a month.. yea.. a month..
this blog haven't been updated by any new post..
simply just because.. i am too busy to do that...
and... i'm just too tired..

its such a hot afternoon now...
with my throat, suffered in pain...
and i'm having cough too..
maybe... i'd been pushing myself too hard..
sleep lately, and wasting my energy excessively...
and in the end...
i'm been drowned in tiredness...

now.. whats in my life??
am i really that....... busy? exhausted?
assignments...
reports...
tutorials...
and also tests...
plus been involved in organising activities...
these... are what that 'seasons' my current life..

feels like wana vommit sometimes...
feels like been fed-up by all these in my life..
feels like.... i'm been surrounded by a dull and grayish world..
feels like been paused and stucked in the middle of the way..
feel empty.....

gosh... i dont even have my own space right now..
to do what i like and what i want...
i just hope all these will be over in just a short while..

these days...
i'm just listening to some repeating same questions....
"what are u busying? are u realy that busy??"
but.....
there's actually nothing much i could really say...
there's just too much to say
and i dont know where to start......
i would just..... nod.....

well..
just hope that the time when i can rest my mind and soul
will come....
as fast... as i hope....

`chill`

My eyes need spectacles... already...

2009-08-17T19:04:00.007+08:00

well....
i've just gotton a new look.. since... today..

lol.. cuz i'm having a pair of glasses now..

hm.. actually, its been about 2 years already i see things kinda blur..

but it seems to be worsen a little bit, recently...

i mean i couldn't really read all those words on the slides during lectures..

so... decided to make myself a pair of spectacles...

and..

here is how it looks....................>>>>>

quite happy with the frame and lenses..

cuz it does not cost too much.. haha..

yea.. around RM150...

so... i'm having a clear sight now.. lolx..

chill~~~~

Recaps of the past 2 weeks...

2009-08-15T13:06:00.019+08:00

mid-sem break is here for me.. at home now.. ^^
well.. its been already 2 weeks i din upload any post here..
lots of things just keep on happening around me..
time is usually been fully occupied everyday..
and sometimes.. 24 hours is even insufficient for me.. lolx..
time flies.. gosh..

i'm getting a little bit of imbalance these days..
hangging up in the BBG (study room) untill 4am or 5am in the morning..
haha.. isnt that crazy? yea.. i think so sometimes..
doing some homework, reports, and more important - chatting.. lolx..
goin to the mamak stalls had also been a habbit for us..
and now we are better known as the members of "3am BBG club"..==''
wern yet (the pengerusi.. lolx^^), han leong, ah chua, wei xiang, and me..
are the ones who're the most active members of that club..
sigh.. i think this club should be proposed during the MPP la.. XP..
well someone else is crazier than me, in fact..
they can be at there untill 9am..@@
sleep for not even 3 hours a day..
then.. will go for class... lol....
and that the reason why... i fell asleep during the class..
and now i'm thinking of adjusting myself to "normal mode" again..
so.. will use this mid-sem break to recharge myself.. haha..
and now.. its time to recap some of the most important events happen around me..

Firstly.. it was on last wednesday...
went to mid-valley for a movie..
which had been on the screen for 6 around weeks.. transformer 2..
hey hey hey.. don't say that i'm so slow and left behind..
cuz it'll be special if u watch it just before it stop screening.. right? lolx..
and i was alone.. but people simply just don't belive..@@
people say it is kinda strange to go for a movie alone..
but it's already not the first time i did that..
in fact.. i usually did that.. haha..
anyway...... transformer is really really a good movie to watch.. salutes...

GSC Mid-valley.....

And it was thursday again....
i joined some friends to the the pasar malam at SS2..
and went to Murni, a famous reataurant with a wide range of special foods..
the tables are been arranged not just in front of the shop,
but along the whole street!!! just imagine how popular is that place..
manage to have some realy special food there.. delicious..
did have fun and enjoyed very much................ ^^

* Nasi goreng Napoleon, one of the most recomended menu at Murni...*

*posing to take a photo entittled - Desperation.. lolx..*

(from left - weixiang, chua, me, and qi yi)

Then.. Friday came...
i went to a gathering with some old frens at Sunway..
ops.. we're not "old".. lol..
but we're all batch mates.. since.... primary school..
or some even since kindergarten...
that's what i called 'old' frens.. haha..
and they're - ahtang, yenling, ah loon, jeriel, and me..
we had a nice dinner at "Yuan" , a steamboat reataurant..
where everyone have to stand and wait..
before they can get an empty table.. lolx..
went to a mamak stall to chat untill late night after that..

*table is full of plates and foods... ^^*

And recently, last wednesday...
its the convocation of UM... did went to the DTC to support my seniors...
this is the first time i see a real convocation..
woah... such a crowded place at DTC............
anyway... as everyone is having fun at there..
its really an enjoyable one too.. ^^

*Our Banner - 2nd colege...*

*such a crowd... @@*

*even cars move slow...*

Finally now.. its my middle of semester.....
although its a holiday.. but it will be my exam after this..><

anyway... life still goes on... so.....

just chill~ ^^

=+=updates=+=

2009-07-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

sigh~
itz been more than a month in UM..
and the life..
hoho.. its realy busy..
busy with homeworks, reports and tutorials..
plus.. dozens of activities waiting for us...
hm.. guess nid to start arrange my time edi..
recently just finish organising a "senior freshie night"..
quite a sucess one..
and did perform on stage with my acoustic guitar..
singing "beautiful" by damien leith..
lol.. its my first time..
so i dont think i gave the best that nite..
anyway.. just brought my guitar back home..
cz there's reli no space in my room.. ><
of course i am at home right now..
and.. not feeling to talk much today..
gotta stop here..

chill~

just a little bit..

2009-07-14T10:07:00.003+08:00

well.. quite busy these days..lol..
but.. its still quite enjoyable..
so.. here is just a little bit of my updates..

its been... about 3 weeks..since i entered UM..
lots of things and events have happened..

first is the orientation week.. ==''
hm.. what to say about that is..
it had got its good and bad sides..
bad side - have to sit down on the hard floor to listen to talks..
gosh.. kinda pain on my buds..
cuz the talks usually take hours to finish..
and moreover... we have to wear face mask throughout the week!!
==''.. i felt like i'm drowning in the water..
cuz the mask we wear are those big ones.. called N95 model..
even though it had got a higher protection.. but belive me..
sometimes.. wearing it is kinda suffering.. >< lol..
but what to do.. H1N1 virus is threatening our safety and lifes..

well.. forget about those bad ones in the orientation week..
the good ones-
in short, the facilitators are extremely friendly..
the cheers activity is really fun..
and the gathering of all the new Mahasiswa in the
grand hall of DTC is fantastic..

so.... after the first week ended..
lecture weeks start...
and the situation we face is just as expected..
we are so blur and direction-less@@!!
we don't know what we should do or must do in
every next steps.. ==''
sort of confused sometimes.. about the time tables..
gosh even now my timetable is not constantly fixed though..lol..
i guess.. this is what every new students experience..
but.. its really tiring.. when u need to run here and there
to find out the 'truth'..

just we were happy about the end of the orientation week..
the 'nightmares' actually did'nt end yet..
there are faculty's orientation, chinese community orientation,
and even the residential colege's orientation..
oh my.. why are these supposed to have?
now, i have to get over hundreds of signiture..
a way to know the seniors better..as they told us..==''
and i guess, its quite a mission impossible to me..
cz i nid to go bck home this weekend to attend my uncle's wedding dinner..

lastly.. all of us in UM discovered one thing..lolx..
a quite popular cliché from the lecturers...
which is:
'in university, there is no spoon feeding, u need to find out
ALL the things yourself, as we treat u as an adult'..
i guess this is the reason why we get fed-up sometimes in asking things...
haha.. anyway...........

just chill`

All packed and ready to go...

2009-06-27T01:55:00.002+08:00

Holidays ends... ><
Again...
mixed feelings rush into my mind..
getting a place to study at UM is a joy for me..
leaving home and holiday lifes is however desperate for me..
gosh... y all of these are been mixed up??
in fact they are not [homogenous mixture]..
but a [heterogeneous] one..

sort of suffering.. kinda ironic..
i have lots of words to say..
but, it seems like i would prefer keep it in myself..
lol.. i'm quite complicated now right?
yea.. feelings do complicates... sometimes..

well well well..
yyc..!! lets get back on track.......
i've got all my things packed..
and i m ready to go..
here i come UM..
as a lot of my friends would say this..
good luck to all of you too..
last word..
GAMBATEH!!!

p/s: have to worry about the outbreak of H1N1 Virus... cuz i will be at PJ, which is an area "containminated" with the disease.. nid to wear protective mask? this remain as a question mark... ==''...

I got my First Choice..

2009-06-20T15:36:00.002+08:00

finally..
after a month of waiting..
the results of Local University placing is been released..
for me.. the result is absolutely a perfect one..^^
cuz i get the first choice in my application list...
which is to study at Universiti Malaya..
in Mechanical Engineering..
so.. i'm quite happy with that..

before this, i am sort of worried that i couldnt get what i want..
and actually, there is another story behind this..
well, i got an offer from USM at Penang
before others university's result is been announced..
u will know the result of USM earlier cuz
they had been upgraded to an APEX university..
despite of getting tht offer,
i rejected it.. a decision which is quite tough for me to make..
i did consult my fren wheter rejecting it would affect
the result at the UPU or not..
however, it actually will not have
effect as USM stood independently itself..
i rejected it cuz, if USM was to be applied together
with all the other universities,
it would not be my first choice..
it might be a 4th or 5th one..
now, i got a 4flat in my matriculation..
so, i am hoping to get my first choice..

and in the end..
i got UM, my first choice...
yea.. such a relief for me..

thus...............................
evrything is settled down..
however i have to start busy again.. ><
for all those preparation to UM..
oh gosh....................
too much of things to do.. lol..

new stuff for me..^^

2009-06-14T01:41:00.007+08:00

well well well..

this is the first post of june..

and the first post i typed by using my new HP pavilion laptop..

lol.. i'm gona say its quite adorable for me..^^

and also a Core 2 duo 2.53Ghz processor..

with 500GB of hardisk space and 4GB of DDR3 Ram..

plus 16 inch of widescreen..

gosh, there is no way i can hate it!!

in other words.. i'm loving it!!^^

Daily Routines SHIFTED..

2009-05-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

It's been more than a month i returned to my home..

and it's been pretty comfortable for me..

everyday i would just do what i like..

and nobody would wake me up from bed..

spending the whole morning with friends..

such a relaxing life..

and i dont even notice its been 5 weeks..

gosh.. and wow.. how come time runs out so fast??

lol.. such a simple question, and a bit of lame..

HOWEVER.. things do change..

and this happens to my daily routine..

as i had said before this, its been so easy for me..

i did not have to worry about keeping my house clean

as i have a maid at home keeping all the housework done..

and from now on..

i do not have a maid anymore..

she's been sent back.. and this is such a bad news for me..

cz i had to become the one who take care of all

the house chores, evryday... T_T

floor sweeping, moping, cleaning the dining room, kitchen..

and.. etc......................

sigh sigh sigh.....

it's tiring, exhausting, and nothing more i can say about that...

its the days without a maid~~

no more waking up late..

no more hangging up with friends everyday..

but i must wake up earlier to complete those tasks...

so.. is this what we call a "change" in life?

maybe.. but a small one.. haha..

anyway~ i can still enjoy my holiday..^^

and still........

chill~

Have to say this out..

2009-05-21T01:34:00.005+08:00

There's a star, that really shines so bright upon the stage,

he is the most charismatic one..

with originality, and the widest vocal range ever!!

he is the latest top 2 finalist of american idol season 8..

he is ADAM LAMBERT!!

oh dude.. actually..........

i am really really really a super-duper fan of him!!

because, he is just so awesome and brilliant..

well the final's result will be revealed tomorrow..

even though if he does not take the "idol" crown,

i just dont care so much about that~~

because pratically, he had already win this competition

since the begining of the show..

the result is unsure, just because it deals with voting..

anyway for me...

adam lambert isn't just an astonishing american idol,

he is>>>>>>>>>>>>

the brightest star in the whole entire universe... yea!!

go, adam!!!

chill~

I made it an overall 4.0^^

2009-05-21T00:52:00.004+08:00

Check this out guys......

for anyone who studied in matriculation programme at past,

their 2nd end of semester result had just revealed!!

well.. i'm one of those..

this time, its sort of, calm and not so excited for me,

when i go on to check my result..

i mean, compared to the last time, i was so freakin nervous..

just dont know why..lol..

maybe its been too long since my final examination..

and i've been sitting in home for a whole month..

but.. there's still some kind of, worry.. at the moment

people told me that the results had been released..

just because, before this, almost all who knows me

said i'm goin to get a 4 flat for this..
so, this is the pressure i get from the public.. haha..

well,i mean what if i dont get what they had predicted?!

the feeling will be kind of bad.. really bad if that happens..

anyway, i have to check it out......

i have to know what is going on~

so.. i just took it easy, and without hessitation,

i clicked on the "semak" button..

and good news seems to appear in front of my eyes..

yup~

i got another 4 flat, which makes it an overall 4.0 CGPA..

with no doubt, i am damn happy that time!!

but its kind of funny that time cuz,

my parents were not beside me!!

the first time i checked a crucial and important result,

without the accompany of my parents.. haha..

so, i quickly print out my result, and showed it to them...

and they were like, "wow! we are going to celebrate this!"

hm.. i have the same thought too..^^

well..

i guess this is the real finish line i touched..

what a relief for me! yeah.....

hope i can get a good university with this result..

and finallly...........

chill~

Good deeds done..

2009-05-17T14:51:00.003+08:00

its yet another sunday...
but its quite a special one because i had done a very good deed..
yea.. i have been a good boy today.. lol
by helping the members of the Budhists society
to carry out the Waste Recycling programme..
wow.. sounds interesting rite... haha..
yup, i am one of those who loves our mother earth so much
although i might sound a little bit of boostfull..
well, this programme goes like this..
every month, on the third week,
everyone in Lipis will send all those recycable waste
to the "center of collection", which is at a basement parking..

besides of waiting them to bring us all the stuff,
we ourself also need to separate the trash into different catagories..
the glass, iron, paper, newspaper, cloths, plastics...
and moreover, we also have volunteers who are willing
to lend us their trucks, and help us to collect
the recycable waste by visiting the houses, one by one..
hm.. this would let us show our appreciation to them..

and finally in the middle of the day..
a man from the recycle center will come to collect all the stuff..
we sell all of them, and we made some amount of funds..
dont ever think tht these are for our own pockets.. lol..
but its for the "szu ji charity centre"..
we had keep doing these week by week..
to save the earth, and to help the needy ones..
this is what i call, killing 2 birds with one stone..
and for myself and my another fren, which is yenqin..
we done this as a part of the Buddhist Youth of malaysia..

well, i finish the job at around 11.30am++..
that is the time when i take " brunch"..
Know what i mean?
haha, its "breakfast +lunch"...
anyway.. chill~

another expired update, but it's worth to share

2009-05-14T00:34:00.006+08:00

lol.. this is gona be an expired one.. haha..
well.. its my uncle's wedding...
and its 4 days ago, means last sunday(so, this is what i call expired)..
not posting this immediately after the event??
yea.. good question.. but i'm really too tired to do that..
cuz as soon as the "GREAT" but "tiring" event ends..
i just sleep and sleep and sleep~

and now i guess.. i had gotten enough rest for that..

so.. these are what happened those times..

it's so tiring probably just because that wedding
last for about 3 days.. of course, its not only the wedding dinner..
for chinese, we have to invite our relatives to our home a day
before the wedding dinner goes on..
we will have food, its like an open house..
no matter it's morning or night , the house will be fully packed..
well just imagine..
about 20 cars parked along the road outside my house..
it's sunday morning and the passerby just keep starred at us..
i guess they are thinking..............
"eh.. today got pasar pagi meh? not saturday morning ar?"
lol.. the pasar pagi is just a distance of walk frm my house..
so, they are thinking of that la.. hehe..
of course the "open house"is not in my house,
but my grandmother's one..
but that house, is just 3 steps of walking from my house..
yea, i am not kidding.. haha..
my grandma's house, is just behind mine one..
2 bungalow located beside each other..
so.. it will be the same, and i will still experience the crowd..

everyone will have their own responsibilities during those 3 days..
some are "food providers", "waiters", "camera man", and so on..
and i am one of those most tiring one..
the "video camera man"..
carying a video camera is surely not an easy task to do.. okay..
this statement is tested and proven, by myself.. lol..
ho ho ho.. my arms, simply just ~ cramped like tht..
used up almost 3 tapes.. capturing videos in crowds..
and i am afraid some of those who watch that video will feel like
vomitting and dizzy, coz it's just so shaky~~
anyway, tht is just the best of what i can do..
so.. i had preserved those memories... yea.. such a great succes..
lol.. okay.. just kidding...

so.. the processes of the wedding are...
firstly.. the bride fetching event..
where the "brothers" of the future husband have to play games..
secondly.. the ancestors praying event..
and then..the tea drinking event...
follow by the "angpow" giving event..
and the lunch serving......
finally... the climax came at night.. which is the wedding dinner..
it was held grandly at an air-conditioned hall..
and lastly, its the time when the showdown ends..
all of us who work hard for it were totally exhausted..
anyhow.. it was a really great succes of all of us..
thx thx and thx, to everyone who gave support to it..

and for the "newly crowned" husband and wife..
we wish that they......... erm..................
"be together untill their hair turns grey"...
(translated from the chinese proverbs.. haha...)

chill~~~

not feeling to blog la... i mean these days..

2009-05-05T13:12:00.005+08:00

haha.. just when i wana write a post on blog..
this feeling comes out.. yea.. i'm, thinking of that..
anyway.. just wana make sure tht here is up-to-date..
well.. what i've done these days??
let me see...~~~
last saturday, means 3 days ago..
i just travelled to the north..
heading to the south of penang, known as bagan serai..
for my uncle's wedding dinner..
and this week it will be another one here in lipis..
i mean.. it was quite fun when i was in penang..
al the relatives with 9 cars,
travelled all the way from lipis to there..
5 hours or maybe six..

and then... went back home the next day..
tired.. sleep at 11pm.. and wake up at about 10 am..
and now..
i still got some stuff to do..
like helping to prepare for the wedding dinner here..
and this morning just cleaned up the
weeds and tall grass beside my house..
but being a garderner is definitely not my hobby..
lol.. even my father grows plants and fruit trees..

okay.. guess those are the most recents updates..

back to enjoy life..

chill~

during the HOT days

2009-04-29T12:44:00.005+08:00

well.. sigh.. these days were really hot..

wonder why malaysia is like 365 days of summer..

summer is good.. but not too much.. ><

coz i have been drowning in my sweats due to this..

wana save electricity, but forced to use air-cond..
haha.. feel strange tht i should have use it for everyday??

nope.. my house is surrounded my trees..

so it usually is quite cooling, but it's just so HOT now..

about 35 - 37 degree celcius as reported on the newspaper..

ok... just forget about the heat wave..

almost 2 weeks back home..

hm.. feel so free.. so comfortable..

coz there's no homework or stress..

even though it is hot.. lol..

finally managed to follow up the most current songs..

coz its been so long since i listen to them last time..

and is currently watching the most popular

reality show in the USA - American Idol..

and yes, i am the biggest fan of ADAM LAMBERT!!!

yeah.. he was the most amazing one..

loves the songs he sings

- "mad world" and " if i cant have you"

hope he will be in the finals..

he's currently the top 5.. ^^

and.. was getting to be busy for a preparation of my

uncle's wedding.. hm.. everybody is busy now..

so.. this weekend will be going to penang..

to attend a wedding dinner served by my uncle's wife..

and the following week..

will be the great wedding dinner in here...

cant imagine how grand it will be..

coz there will be almost 67 tables of guests during the dinner..

and 67 tables is equal to 670 people..

wow.. almost 700.. 0o0..

it will sure fill up the whole big hall..

just went to KL 3 days ago..

went there for what? lol.. it's still for the wedding..

my sis and my cousin sister..

wana find nice outfits for the wedding dinner..

for me.. this is not my purpose actually.. just wana go for a walk..

so we just go there to shop for a whole day..

after its all done,

i find out shopping is actually a really good exercise..

but i'd like to consider it as a "extreme workout"..

coz my legs were just like breaking apart from me..

and my whole body is so exhausted.. ><

and pain is everywhere when i went home..

however.. quite fun of it.. ^^

and i also did buy a new outfit for myself..

well.. i guess this is one long post i've written..

so.. just gona stop here today..

continue to have fun..

chill`~

The Climb had finally come to an end..

2009-04-20T10:34:00.002+08:00

well.. lets give an arrogant laugh.. wakaka..
lol.. okay.. on top of the world now..
so happy.. so proud of my self that..
finally.. the struggles i faced ended..
the PSPM finals..
and the studies in Matriculation colege too..
this is the moment tht i've been waiting for..
it was like.. oh..
putting down a huge stone..
that u've held it for so long..
so.. let me get some true fresh air out of that sucking place..
oh.. haha.. i mean the colege..
and... this will be a real big and long holiday for me..
hope can realy enjoy it..
nope.. definitely will be an enjoyable one..

after been UNLEASHED..
haha.. gona be wild..
do just what i wish to..
do just what i like to..

and to all my previous friends at the colege..
good luck to everything in future..
so long.. but here comes goodbye..
anyhow.. all da best..

as one big chapter in my life ends..
here start a new ones..
but all i have to do is just enjoy..
all da best for myself too..

`chill~

Storm is Brewing..

2009-03-31T12:50:00.004+08:00

31 march 2009; 1.00pm; at matriculation colege..

Well.. Something bad is just going to happen..
i mean.. the exam.. its getting closer..><
cant be ignored.. cant be stopped..
but.. these days is just.. damned bored..
i went back to the days in the first final exam..
it was during the last semester..
everyday.. wake up,study,eat,sleep.. ><
hm.. anyway, it will be only 13days away from now..
so i guess.. i'm gona be be patient.. and..
i'm just gona go through this with full throttle..lol..
yea.. full throttle..

in another side..
the atmosphere of exam at here just start to brew..
everyone is like.. u noe.. no time to lose..
and i'm writting this post here.. ==''..
haha.. just wana update the latest status at here..
and also.. many of them had sad feelings..
because they are going to leave here..
haha.. i dont even had that type of feeling..
the only thing that i think.. is just that..
wow.. i am going home!! yeah.. and its awesome..
so exited about this.... cant wait..
hm.. maybe just because... for me..
this is not the place that i can find enjoyments..
and.. i am happy that.. i finally did this..
i finally manage to finish it up.. with full "clean record".. ^^
hope my effort can later brings me good returns..

nothing much to say.. ><..
coz.. the "storm" of exam.. is just brewing..
so.. lets be prepared for this catastrophic disaster.. lol..
well.. keep the finger cross..
and go blast off for the exam..
good luck everyone..

chill~

3 weeks to go...

2009-03-17T13:33:00.003+08:00

whoa.. a whole month din update my blog.. ><
a lot of things did happened these days..
but.. i din remember them.. lol..
and i did went home once early in the month..
but final exam's just around the corner..
around 3 weeks ++ to go.. gosh...
i'm speechless about this.. ><
nothing could be done other than study..
struggle.. work hard.. strive and strive..
oh.. i was thinking when will these days end...
hope it will be soon..
cz its quite torchering..
but.. there was a greater hope in me..
hope that.. i can realy score a 4 flat in this final exam...

sigh.. the exam's schedule had just gone out..
the 2nd day is a hell for us..
it will be 2 paper 2, maths and physics..
damn... wonder y it is been arranged like that..
what to do.. after the exam.. i will be free..
real free.. freedom..........................................
its the time when i finish my whole course in matriculation colege..
and thats nice.. but still have to strugle first.. ><

lastly..
gambateh......... yyc.... XP

Results Revealed...

2009-02-16T13:33:00.002+08:00

16 FEBRUARY 2008; 1.37PM; AT MATRICULATION COLEGE...

Today is monday...
today is a sunny day..
quite a hot one..
but there is another "meaning" for today..
well.. my results for the last UPS examination
is just being released today..
this time.. it wasnt a paradise for me.. ><
but.. this is as expected... so...
expectations had cut out my disapointment....
i got As for physics, chemistry, and english..
however a B- for mathematics..
quite a lot of questions.. tht i couldnt solve..
so thts how the result should be, i think..
thats y, i guess this time..
its time for me to workout for my mathematics..
to avoid the same thing tht happen now,
during the final exam, which is more crucial..
well... i will have 2 more months' time to prepare..
hope can do my best..

chill~~~~

Leave Without Saying Goodbye...

2009-02-07T00:57:00.004+08:00

7th february 2008, 1.06 am; at home sweet home...

Once i thought we could fly,
Together high up in the sky;
Today the rain falls,
On me I let the rain pour;
Freezing coldness rushes into my deep heart's core,
A pain that I'd never experienced before;
But no one would know,
My soul is sorrow...

When time goes by,
I still don't understand your lie;
For me it wasn't too right,
As u risk it for our life;
So i did cry,
For a whole night;
The night that you wasn't by my side,
The night that you leave without saying goodbye...

NO mood...

2009-01-31T23:06:00.004+08:00

31 january 2009; 11.12pm; at home sweet home
well...
as expected.... ><
happy times passes by so quickly..
oh... the CNY ends.. just like that..
it was cool.. awesome...
i dont think i will forget about it..
but the celebration last only for 5 days..
my relatives went back to their hometown..
my friends also leave this place after CNY..
again, kuala lipis returns to its quiet atmosphere..
and i.. feeling sort of... strange.. maybe.. lol..
cause all fun just end so "suddenly"...
and i feel like being "abandoned"...
argh.. i miss those CNY days.. ><
but time wouldnt come back.. T_T
and my 2 weeks holidays also finished..
have to go back to colege tomorrow..
restart the horrible life there..
seems like my life would be colourless
untill i finished my studies in april...
means its 2 months to go..lolz...

hm...some sort of struggling..
bcz i am still in the mood of CNY..
but alone in the mood of CNY???
cz there are no relatives at home now..
and i have to go bck to the colege tomorrow..
this is some kind of mind torture.. u noe.....
i wish i can just scream like that..

well...

SCREAM~~~~~@@

UNLEASHed...

2009-01-14T09:11:00.003+08:00

14 january 2008; 9.37am; at matriculation colege...

sigh... feel destressed and relaxed.. lol.. cz..
the mid-term examination (UPS) had just over..
hm.. over is over.. nothing more than that..
this time.. i consider myself as 'quite ok'..
haha.. somwhow.. i sure did left some questions
unsolved during the exam.. common..
well, cause duno how to solve it.. ><
anyway as 'over is over', lets dont
care so much about it now.. lol..
effort had been put on... so, its ok..

AND!!! one thing.. starting this friday,
i am going to have a 2 weeks holidays.. yahoo!!
yea.. time to get myself unleashed!!! lol..
hm.. thinking of getting some rest at home..^^
but its not tht possible now.. hah..
u noe y??
cz i gona help my parents in the preparations
for the cuming CHINESE NEW YEAR...
whoa.. looks like it gona be busy at home..
however for me, its fun to help to
prepare for the GRAND FESTIVAL.. ^^u noe..
the mood of CNY is just right in my heart now..
so.. just wana have fun when go back home!!
oh.. just two more days then i can go home..
and wish to have the ability to teleport..^^
forget about tht.. lets have a fun journey
of going back home^^ haha..

there are good things at home this time..
firstly.. i GOT my NEW LEEHOM ALBUM..
ar!! gona get crazy of that.. ^^
and then, i will soonly get my new GUITAR...
oh my.. also will get crazy of that..
haha.. just fell in love with guitar recently..
and then i will go KL for a walk..
maybe to look for some new clothes for CNY..
and there will be lots of food at home..
lol.. wish those food will not finish before CNY.. lol^^

well.. i guess thats all for today..
SLOGAN OF THE DAY:
EXAM'S OVER,
LET'S GET UNLEASHED!!!

chill~

Say Hello TO 2009...

2009-01-07T13:34:00.002+08:00

7th january 2009; at matriculation colege; 1.49pm
haha.. another record...
almost 1 month didn't update my blog..
T_T.. just not tht free and dun have the mood..
well.. recently i am just as busy as usual..
the mid-term examination is just coming soon..
it will be on next week...
but.. luckily after that ,
i will have a 2 weeks holidays..
this means i will have holidays untill the Chinese New Year..
yea yea yea.. yet another good news for me..
lol.. guess i will enjoy that time.. chill~~^^
argh...!!! 9 more days to go..
then i can go home to enjoy my holiday..
and to celebrate CNY...~~~~~~
hey.. i am just getting more and more exited now..
cant wait for the holiday to come..
cant wait for the most amazing "NIU" (cow) Year!!
oh.. at here i just couldnt listen to any
CNY songs.. cant feel the atmosphere..
but i am sure when i go back.. yeah..
my ears will be full of CNY songs.. lol..^^
the foods, my relatives, the sound of laughter,
friends, family, and angpows.. haha..
all are those elements of CNY..
its cuming.. its cuming...

and yet.. ^^, before CNY,
and before i forget, haha..
i would like to say hello to year 2009.. ^^
happy 2009, everyone..
best of luck, and wishes come true..
gambateh in 2009...!!!

p/s : waiting CNY to come...^^

Santa Claus is Coming To Town..

2008-12-15T12:46:00.005+08:00

15th december 2008; 1.01pm; at matriculation colege...
The time passes slowly..
that's what i feel these days...
it was boring.. dull.. it was just nothing.. ><
sigh... sometimes it just stops there..
or.. maybe i was been fed up by the life here... lol..
wake up in the morning.. studying...
take a nap in the evening..
doing homeworks at night.. then sleep..
gosh.. these days even have a lot of extra class..
>< damn.. wondering why.. it will be 4 times..
and all of them are the extra class of mathematics..
because the lecturer wants to rush..
frankly... i wouldnt understand what is she teaching sometimes..
she was just too fast.. =='' argh...
tonight will have another one.. ><.. pity me..
kinda wana vommit... XO...

but something good is to be arrived.. hahaha..
it is the christmas.. yeah yeah yeah..
i will have 5 days of holidays that time..
and i am going to meet my friends at KL
for the countdown during the christmas eve..
oh my.. it is going to be a fun event!!!
beautiful decorations, busy streets, and the crazy crowds..
i cant wait dy... !!!! >< so excited... hahahahahahaha...
after the countdown, i will go to penang to meet my family
who are having a vacation there..
oh.. another cool adventure...
penang will have plenty of foods... ^^
and my uncle is just going to pay the bill for anything that i wana eat..
hey JIU(uncle).. i was just kidding.. haha..
c... it will be so fun... again, i can't wait dy!!!
i just wish that time can pass faster... lol.. ^^

well.. it will not be too long from now.. haha..
so.. just have to wait for 1 more week..
this week.. hm... is yet another busy week..
cz there is a class replacement on saturday..
but nevermind..
hehe.. as i did mention good times is coming soon..

waiting christmas to come..................
miss my family, my home, and my friends... ^^

it's all over and it's a FLAT

2008-12-04T11:49:00.003+08:00

4th december 2008; 11.30am; at matriculation colege
It's good news for me.. lol..
The PSPM (matriculation end of semester examination) result,
which i'd waited for a long time had been released, finally...
well..^^ as it's a good news... hohoho....
I GOT 4 FLAT!! which means 4.00 of CGPS in the examination..
and its a perfect result as i scored As for every of my subjects..
yea.. i am defitnitely quite happy and proud of it..^^
especially when recieving the result certificate..
that time, i was like telling myself... ya i got it!!
i was been flooded in happiness.. lol..
cz its another mission accomplished for me..^^
and my hard work had been paid back..
thts the aim of every students who wants to get
a good place in universities in future..
now, its time for me to mantain this result
untill the next semester to get an overall 4.00.. ^^

however, i did realised something.. ya..
perhaps 4 flat is just very common in matriculation colege..
there are just a lot of them who had the same result as me..
lol.. a lot realy means a lot.. u noe what i mean..
cz i duno the real number of that..^^
ya.. quite common.. maybe because of the system
of the matriculation which is 'quite different"..
so.. after been happy for a while..
i think that 4 flat is not that 'special' anymore.. hehe..
but i did expected this before entering matrics..
cz there are already so many examples..
so, the thing that realy matter is,
does this '4 flat' is a real solid one, or just a 'fake' one..

hm.. think of myself..
i did put effort into it..
i did work hard on it..
i did made sacrifice on it..
and i absolutely made a strong aim on it..
so... for me.. i had no doubt that...
i got a SOLID one.. ^^

so, although 4 flat is common..
i still feel proud of myself..
cz i really feel that this result is my effort.. ^^
i get for what i've done..

so, i would like to say this to myself...
"Congratulation! U did it!!"

When November ends.....

2008-12-01T15:15:00.004+08:00

1st december 2008; 3.15pm; at matriculation colege
its december...
Well well well...
i guess i gona say sory for my blog.. ><
bcz its been so long that i didn't update it..
no new post.. no new features.. hm..
and its going to rust.. rust.. and becoming dusty..
but i wouldn't let this happen!!
so, i had return today..........!!!
lol... perhaps.. for the sake of my blog... -_-.. ^^,...

not blogging for so long..
maybe due to some 'factors'..
not having the mood of blogging..
busy days... internet problem.. and so on.. ><

just same to the title... november ends..
this is the fourth week of my second semester in matric colege..
hm.. means i din came to update since 3 weeks.. haha..
and.. i gona say.. this sem is like much more tougher than the last one..
the syllabus are more difficult.
especially mathematics.. ><
there are more chapters..
all of my previous lecturers are changed to new ones..

And most important thing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
all the people here are looking
more tense and pressured this semester...
hm.. i really wonder why??
why? why ? why?
this is just the begining of the new sem...
but it seems like everyone had get started to prepare
for the next END of semester examination.. ==''
as i see, they just study and study and study...
even harder than during the exam times, i guess..
oh gosh... and they are just racing with the lecturers
who are already very fast.. ==''
huh.. there are even some of them leading by the way..
currently, some of them are 2 chapters more advanced..
finished all the tutorials and past years questions..
isnt this an incredible speed????!!!
good phenomena or bad??
lol.. no comment on it..

Untill here.. i really dunno what should i say.. hehe..
bcz i am not that kind of person.. ^^
well, i think i just have to b myself.. thats enough..
and i hate "over-competing".. lol.. u know what i mean..
i cant find another word o replace it haha..
all i feel is, studying is not a competition
and it does not deals with who is faster, who is slower..
sutdying deals with the will u want to study..
it deals with only yourself, no one else..
so so and so...
these things, i mean this phenomena, doesnt really
'gives pressure' on me..
lol.. i am just the audience of the 'race'.. ^^
and no offence on it too..

These days are just rainy days..
as u noe.. its the end of the year.. monsoon seasons..
clothes are difficult to dry..
there are also lots of homeworks...><
weather just make me moody..
and i am a bit of not feeling well now..
having running nose and cough..
but just let it be lor.......................... ^^
4 and a half month to go... yea yea yea..

well, i think these are what i wana say now..
and i promise to come to update my blog
as frequently as possible.. ^^

>A Start with Pain<

2008-11-11T12:50:00.002+08:00

11/11/2008;12.55pm;at matriculation colege..
All right.. My 2nd semester in matriculation,
had just started yesterday..
yea.. quite fast.. about 6 months passed by..
kind of happy about this.. 5 more months to go..
however...yesterday morning..
i guess i just have a little bit of bad luck..
hm.. it was morning..
i think i just have to start this new semester in a good way..
but.. when i walk down of a strair...
i sliped down, and sprain my ankle..
oh gosh.. it was so painful!!!
i just cant move at all.. stopped there..
so embarrassing too.. >< everybody is passing by..
luckily i met some friends, they help me to get up..
soon, my pain was gone.. i thought my ankle will be fine..
but, things does not turned up as i imagined..
after an hour, my ankle reli injured.. i feel the real pain..
my leg is sort of 'expanded'.. haha.. it swells up..
at night, i apply a bag of ice at the ankle to make it fell beter..
well, today.. its 'ok' already..
the swelling part start to dissapear..
hope to be 'as gud as new' as soon as possible..^^

> Light and Easy <

2008-11-05T01:41:00.005+08:00

5 November 2008; 1:46am ; at home sweet home..
After 1 week of struggling and drowning because of exam..
i am Freedom now... hahaha.. Independence day had come..
yea.. that kind of feeling is just.. so good...
hm.. put down stones in my heart..
no worries, no pressures...
light and easy...

i finished my final semester examination, last friday..
thats y my blog had been abandoned for such a long time..
there are only books in my head that time..
oh.. u cant just imagine that type of atmosphere..
everyone is studying..
no other activities, except having meal and sleeping..
in a day....................... >>>
book is the first thing that i see when i open my eye..
it is also the last thing that i see, before i sleep..
but.. oh gosh.. some people are just too annoying..
mann.. they are reading even when eating on the table!!
some just dont eat coz they treat books as their foods..=.=''
i mean, this cant be too overwhelming u noe.. oh.. ><
c.. ya.. i noe studying is our responsibility..
but.. over-study can realy cost you a big problem..
for me.. i am not that type of person.. it is just.. disgusting..
well, for me!! i will work very hard during exam times..
but, not too over.. for a certain level, i need rest..
i did work very hard this time, i noe.. coz i was a SPM student too..
i plan my day well.. when it is time to study, i study..
when it is time to rest, i rest...
cummon.. even machines need rest, dont u think human also??
haha.. mayb, thts my style, a style tht u rarely can find in matrics..

well.. about this exam, i am satisfied with what i have done..
i knew i worked well on it.. for me, it is a mission accomplished..
what i have to do now, is hope for the best.. yea..^^

just as soon as i finished my exam..
i straightly go back to my home sweet home..
hey.. its been a month i din come home..
so.........................
i am damn damn damn happy this time!!!^^
home is reli a place, tht i can realy enjoy..
haha.. i am truly a homeboy..

i m having a sweet holiday now..
and it marks the begining of a new semester too..
but who cares now?
hah..
lets enjoy first.... ^^

when i'll be fine..

2008-10-15T14:50:00.002+08:00

15 october 2008 ; 3.00pm ; at matriculation colege..
i'm moody.. feeling sort of empty..
just like walking down the streets.. alone..
starring at my own life..
the days are just passing by..
hot days.. rainy days..
whatever it is..
my days are just getting more pressured..

two days ago i went kuantan for a walk..
bad luck strucked me..
i got caught at the front gate of the colege..
and forced to cut my hair..
spent RM25 just for a simple hair cut..><

now.. countdown goes on in my head everyday..
countdown for the final exam..13 days left..
so many formulae, laws, principles, postulates to remember..
i have lots of things to study..
i put away all the exercises.. just keep studying..
pressures are on.. war is begining soon..
i will have MUET too..
an english test.. its on next week..

i guess i be kind of struggling..
untill the exams are over..
then i'll be free..
but now.. its truly a test for me..
i'll go through it..........
and maybe i'll just keep my fingers cross..

someday..
i'll be fine...

A day full of 'Colours"

2008-10-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

9th october 2008 ; 10pm ; at matriculation colege
today..

Morning... i am full of anger!!!!!! !@@#%#$!!
oh.. u noe i am the person who likes to go home..
so, i plan to go home next week..
but i heard that it will be going to have a career talk..
it is an official activity... so mayb cant go home lo..
i worried.. so i go and ask at the office..
the officer there told me i can go home..
but i nid to apply first from the unit tht organise it..
haiz.. then i went to the unit..
i asked the same thing, "is there a career talk....."
then.. the officer there started to scold me..
i even not yet finished my sentence,,
scold scold scold.. talked so arrogantly..!
my fren also get scold because he also
wana ask wheter can go home onot..
he say cant go home.. and say so much nonsence..
oh.. how can this happen to me!!!
argh.. shit la.. i just wan to ask wheter can go home onot ma!
then get scold!! damn!! the officer is idiot de!!!
haiz..

then evening...
it was 3 on 3 basketball contest..
so fun..
i entered the semifinal..
defeat because of height.. ><
haha.. nevermind la.. i doesnt care about the defeat..
it is fun.. i like basketball!! yea..
but i hit my head.. oh.. so painful..
i was worried because i hurt my head..
after asking my fren about this.. then they say it was ok..

haha... a day full of colours ya.. ^^

then.. busy days...

2008-10-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

8th october 2008 : 2.45 pm ; at matriculation colege..
BUSY...
many things will go on these days..
these makes me so busy.. ><
haiz.........
exam is cuming leh.. y still got so many things do de...
i wonder... T_T then still nid to find time to do revision..
damn... oh..... ><
this afternoon.. going to the 3 on 3 basketball contest..
well.. basketball is my favourite.. ^^
but it still nake me busy in the college.. haha..
then night still got 2 hours night class.. ><
friday got examination talk.. gotta attend.. ><
saturday got class replacement.. ><
rest time reduce... T_T..
lol.. i am like suffering now.. haha..
nevermind la... these will come to an end one day..
ok.. ^^ yea.. positive..

but i am still tired and busy..
hahahahahaha..!!

Exhausted beacause of exam ><

2008-10-08T14:16:00.005+08:00

8th october 2008 ; 2.30 pm ; at maticulation colege..
Haiz.. these days i'm so tired.. haiz...
damn.. the final semester exam is cumin la..
still got 17 days.. omg... !!
this is driving me crazy cause i'm running out of time..
sigh... ><... now have to go all out dy.. study.. ==''..

if not.... i m reli going to K.O...

haiz... have to study many many things leh...
so many chapters.. and i also cant understand some of them..
untill night time.. i sure tired one.. duno y..
argh... kind of suffering lo..
i have to "tahan" untill late night only can sleep.. T_T
anyway.. what to do.. sigh... T_T
this is the reality... ><.. i hav to study.. so.. let it go on... hope everything will be fine soon.. when the exam is over.. then it will be more easier for me.. let it be.. let it be... haha.. it reminds me of that song.. well, i guess, i just have to be patient.. be happy to face all these ba.. because there is no such thing like time machine in this world.. haha.. everything have to move on.......... wish myself gudluck lo.. ><

>Feelings of minE<

2008-10-06T12:10:00.007+08:00

6 october 2008; 1.15pm ; at matriculation colege.
New life starts since 4 and a half months ago..
i dont have too much of prediction..
i dont know what will i face in future..
but now.. i had understand more deeply,
about who am i...
i found that actually i am not a real traveller..
i am still a homeboy..
love home, family, old friends so much..
in otherwords.. haha.. i still miss my old life..
i love to go back home..
because thats where i can find back the sweetest memories..
my hometown is the best.. ^^

but everytime when i return to my colege..
oh.. that kind of strong feeling hits me out...
on the bus.. its ok...
at the front door of the colege... i start to feel it.. ><
its just like some kind of hating, down, empty feelings..
and these feelings will become stronger and stronger
when i walk towards my hostel..
oh god... i just cant ignore it coz everytime i feel the same thing..
starring at my room reminds me of everthing at my hometown..

i hate this kind of emotions..
so i had decide to carry out some change..
i hope i can change my characters..
because i knew i had to be grown up..
my thinking had to be more mature..
i am not going to be a homeboy for the rest of my life..^^
hey.. i am a real man now la!! haha

thats y.. this time when i went back to my colege..
i told myself to be a stronger person..
i told myself life are changing... i had to accept it..
i am at the place that i am suppose to be..
i had to be a brave adventurer for my future..
and i had to get use to this place.. although i didnt like it..
because this is my mission..

positive positive positive!! i told myself..

wow!! that kind of bad feelings had greatly reduced
when i went back to my colege this time..
i am so happy that i can recover so fast this time..
i am full of aspirations and inspirations now..
my heart is opened... i can see blue skies..
i had done a small change in my thinking..
but it is a big leap..

this is also thanks them who gives me advices..
who gives me support and encouragements..
Family and friends... ^^
thanks a lot.. i realy appreciate all of you..

i am stronger than who i am before..
and i am not going to stop my footsteps
to become a brave adventurer for the sake of my life..

yo! Gambateh............

>what a nice holiday<

2008-10-04T01:18:00.010+08:00

3rd oct 2008; 11.55pm; at home sweet home..

Eight days had just pass by..
in just a twinkling of an eye..
its another ' the end ' of my holidays..
at first i had ten days.. wow.. so long..
but.. 10 days is just like 10 minutes..
gone.. swoooosh..............>>
will be going bck to colege this sunday..
hm..

well... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
just as my title.. this was such a nice holiday..
i spend 99.9% the time of it...
haha.. so.. mission accomplished..

the first day i went bck to my home..
i spent my times with my friends..
chatting around at a mamak stall..
even chatting is such a nice thing to do when
we spend our times together with close friends..
and what is so special is that, i have been boss tht night..
paying the bills of the supper.. haha..
untill midnight.. i went home.. ya.. a long night..

the second day i went back..
i had breakfast with firends.. ^^
i also had DotA with my gang..
evening time..! its the golden moment..
we played basketball.. enjoyable..
night.. i spent my time in the house with my dearest family..

the third day...
my friends went to melaka trip..
i dint join as it clashed with my
plan to go back to Teluk Intan, my father's hometown..
so i spent a day in my home sweet home.. haha..
playing guitar and piano..
finding spme new songs to play.. yea.. i love musics..

the fourth - seventh day..
yea yea yea hurray,
i went back to teluk intan with my family..
it is a 6 hours jouney from kuala lipis..
it was long, but i love travelling.. ^^
there.. i went to the beach..
i also went to the fishing village..
eating delicious foods..
buying famous and cheap products with my family..
just like shopping around...^^
visiting relatives..
and nothing more than eating seafoods..
even though it is a 4 days trip, v are quite tired..
4 days was packed with activities!! haha..
but i truly appreciate this trip.. enjoyed so much...
it was good times which i spent it with my family..

seventh -> eighth day..
i reached home form teluk intan in the evening..
so, its evening!! as i said it is the golden hours..
so, i rushed to prepare some things..
put on my basketball shoes.. and flashed to the basketball court..
haha.. i enjoyed playing basketball again and agian.. ^^
next day, i went breakfast with my fren...
same at the evening basketball again..
untill tonight.. i just went to the temple to pray..
as it is the "jiu wang yie"..
and now.. i am writing this post.. haha..

just see... my holiday is full of activities..!!
i spent it equally with my family and friends..
haha.. this is called time management lo.. hehe..
yaya.. this is the most enjoyable holiday
since i entered matriculation..
after this, it will be my end of semester exam..
wow.. gambateh lo.. >

for sure..^^
i'll keep these memories..
"what a nice holiday!!"

the moment i was at the beach...

yet another HOLIDAY...^^

2008-09-25T09:26:00.005+08:00

25 september 2008 ; 9.30am ; at matriculation colege
Its been a long time waiting.. and its the time now..
well, i mean the raya holiday.. yeah!! cheer up^^
lol.. my colege is having a one-week break..^^
such a nice one.. cz the malays are celebrating hari raya..
yea.. i m going bck to my home sweet home tomorow..
i guess i am going to use this 10days break 'wisely'..
hah.. means no wasting of time.. ^^
kind of disciplined ya?
actually, what makes me think of this is..
after this, i will not hav much chances to go back anymore..
after this.. will be the end of year exam.. T_T..
couldnt help much of this.. ==''
then it will be MUET..
so!!! this holiday will be the best time for me to relax a while..
of course.. i will study a bit.. ( btw i m still not sure "a bit' is how little, haha)..
and besides of relaxing, i will be going bck to Teluk intan..
my father's hometown..
quite exited about the food there.. lol..
tonight.. i will be packing things..
packing things back home is such a nice thing to be done.. u know..
cz ur mind will be full of good things at home then..
haha..

i am coming home...!

cheer...........

歌坛的盖世英雄－王力宏

2008-09-11T13:39:00.007+08:00

哈哈哈。。。。

我兴奋不得了啦！！！

全球华人万众期待的王力宏。。。

终于推出了他的最新创作单曲！！！

等了好久啊。。。。终于能听见了！！

震撼，震撼，！！！

这次，全能创作才子王力宏续chink out后，

带来了前所未有的曲风＞中国式摇滚！！

迎领最新的中国风潮流到全世界，让人耳目一新！

单曲名为＜摇滚怎么了!!＞。。

不但融合了摇滚及中国风，

力宏更用了调皮的风格，全释了这手歌。。

力宏的口齿不清，调皮的翘舌，琨曲转音，

再加上新鲜的轻快感，这首歌实在感染力十足！！

赞赞赞！！力宏确实没让我失望！！

MUSIC MAN 的气势如虹。。

随着单曲的诞生，

力宏就为他的２００８年最新创作专辑拉开了序幕。。

由于在忙演唱会，最新专辑将在十一月面世。。

虽然延期到十一月，我(超级宏迷)还是超期待哦！！！

一定支持正版！！！力宏，加油哦！！

你是我认为最厉害的盖世英雄！！

>DULL<

2008-08-22T12:36:00.007+08:00

Dull, empty, plain... thts what i feel..

it is just bcause my holiday is finishing!! or, considered finish..

so fast... sigh..

an appplause for it? or an ovation for it??

oh.. yea.. i enjoy it.. a nearly perfect one..

but now it is the end of my dearest holiday..

oh my oh my.. this is such a cruel thing for me...

time to get bck into the daily routine that it used to be..

matric life... hell on earth.. haha.. or maybe not..

NOW, this is absolutely corect one... bcz i tend to miss my home!!

haha... but when it gets longer, matric life is just normal for me..

haiz... what to do...

7 more months to go in matrics.. yea yea yea..

hope to 'enjoy' the terrible life there.. ya.. truly terrible.. ><

life goes on in such a way that it should be...

hope these words works for me... ^^

> blog UpDaT3 < (lifetime sharing)

2008-08-14T15:13:00.010+08:00

wow.... it was 2 months ago since i published my post..

so its time to update update my blog.. (even though no ppl will cum and c it) ^^

but this never happens in my matriculation life..
i mean time never pass in such a quick way when i was studying..

hm... simply just bcz, difficult times does not pass quickily.. haha...

now, itz my mid sem break, a two week one.. however 4 days had passed..

oh.. please let time pass slower now.. haiz... yea yea yea.. ==''

it is not all over yet, this is just a holiday.. okay... i accept this..

haha.. well..

nothing much to share..

itz just some pictures tht i taken from my colege..

such a beautiful sunset..(left)

sunrise...(below)

another beautiful scenery tht can

be seen from my hostel.. (left)

women are not allowed here!!

haha... found in male hostel only

(below)

me under a hot sun...

wow.. sure becum dark.. haha^^

see.. matrix is such a nice place.. haha..

but i dont like it so much..

i like the environment..

but my home is simply the best for me.. ^^

》一个月之后《

2008-06-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

过了一个月咯。。
蛮难过，蛮漫长的一个月。。
今天，是我出外升学一个月后第一次回家。。
是第一次咧！！！
还有很多一个月后的第一次。。
就像，写不落格，吃家里煮的，坐在沙发上，
听听新歌，吃猪肉（我学院的违禁品），躺在自己的房间里，
看华文报，用电脑，还有很都很多。。。（废咧，但是是真的）
哈哈。。感觉：太太太太太好了！！！！
现在，好像不想回去宿舍咧。。
宿舍烂死了。。。〉〈
家里确实像个天堂一样。。
我终于明白为什么身为一个游子，会那么想家了。。
终于体验到了想家的那种感受。。
想回家的感觉是多么的强烈啊！！
哈哈。。
今天写不落格好像很激动啊。。
也许，是因为第一次回到家吧。。
能够把所有的压力都抛开。。
就算我要想学院里的课业，我都会逼自己不想！！
不想想太多。。现在是享受的时候啦！！
想的话，回家还有什么意思。。。。。

这一个月，在学院里。。。。。
唉。。说来话长。。
总而言之，忙忙忙，做做做就是了。。
没有休息，没有娱乐，没有休闲。。
就因为在学院里太忙了！！
在那里功课堆积如山，绵绵不绝。。
就算你做完了又如何？还是会有。。
头脑就快要爆炸了！！
还好，已经慢慢适应，变得麻木了。。
管他啦。。做不是做咯。。大不了么？？
停停停，不是说了不讲功课了嘛。。哈哈。。
真的。。。。
我只可以用一个字来形容那里的生活。。
就是------累。。
很累很累很累。。。
每天走来走去。。学院不小啊。。走到袜子都破了。。
夸张吧。。真的啊。。我的房间又在第三楼。。
每天爬楼梯就够了，不需要运动。。哈。。
又有课业要烦。。在里面啊，时间是不够用的。。
我的一天就像变成了只有23小时。。
哇。。好累也。。
所以，回家只有一个目的---享受！！！！！

两天后，就要回去了。。很不想耶。。
哎哎哎哎哎哎哎。。。^^
好吧。。日子再怎样粗糟，一样要过。。
十个月罢了。。努力，用力，使力的撑下去吧。。
冬天过了，春天应该不远了。。
嗯。。加油！奋斗！FIGHTING!!!!!

突然间的终于

2008-05-24T21:32:00.004+08:00

之前说过很多次啦。。。

就是说，什么也拿不到嘛。。

有几天，甚至还上了报纸。。
有看星洲的都懂我的新闻啦。。

虽然如此，我还是有申请上诉。。

上诉MATRIKULASI。。

不过，也没抱着太大的希望啦。。

因为上诉也只是做好自己能做的。。

就不知不觉，过了一两个礼拜，

心想，还是就读我申请的私立大学吧。。

反正六月尾才开课，不用作任何准备咯。。

“马特力古拉斯”那里不敢想太多，因为曾经被拒绝了。。

嗯，就是没准备。。

22号那天，上诉成绩出炉了。。

我的上诉成功了！！

终于，我得到了其中一项我应得的。。

MATRIKULASI为我打开了大门。。

我拿到的，也是第一选择的关丹学院。。

即将就读理科班。。

很高兴。。也觉得很突然。。

因为没做准备啊。。

联络了有关当局之后，

才知道，22号当天，或23号，或26号一定要报到了。。

哇。。真得很少时间准备耶。。

用了两天时间，就是到今天，我准备好了。。

买也买好了。。但，很多很多很多东西要带啊。。

它们一共是：2个大大的行李。一个书包。3双鞋。

还有一桶满满的日常用品（包括桶）。哈哈。。

就好像搬家一样。。说的也是啦。。那边，即将是我第二个家了。。

这突然间的“终于”让我忙到。。。。。。。。。。。

明天，就要离开我的“故乡”了。。

就要离开我的暖窝了。。就要离开我的家人了。。

这个不落格，不知道几时，才能UPDATE呢？

唉。。真的有点不舍啦。。

高兴只是是高兴在于终于拿到大学先修班了，

但这是我第一次一个人出去那么远读书啊。。T_T

一定会有许许多多的忧虑。。T_T

心情是多么的五味扎成。。

希望自己能干快适应咯。。

我一定会珍惜这次的机会。。

我会为自己打气。。为自己加油。。

我更会为自己的梦想而拚。。

我即将展开一个全新的旅程，

一个完全陌生的新生活。。

祝我好运咯。。GAMBATEH..^^

“远离家乡，不胜唏嘘，幻化成秋夜，

几分忧郁，几分孤单，都心甘情愿，

我的爱像落叶归根，家，唯独在我心间。”

>想飞<

2008-05-20T12:47:00.004+08:00

哇。。算了算。。
在家里也有六个月了。。
有时，还真的有些闷的。。
在家里，每天都过着一样的生活。。

我也申请到私立大学了啊。。
只是还没有开学。。
哈哈。。
再这样下去，我真的可能会变成懒猪哦。。
我真的很想很想要念书了。。
一直埋藏在心里的那股推动力都还没有机会释放。。
我要飞。。。。。。。。

嗯。。
还是别急啦。。
哈哈。。
想飞是想飞。。
但家里也不是鸟笼啦。。
多呆一会儿。。
以后，在家里的机会，一定会少很多。。
那时。。
真的是：每逢佳节倍思亲咯。。

离开·分开

2008-05-20T11:47:00.002+08:00

从去年中五毕业以后。。

一直都在说：

“唉。。朋友终于要各分东西了。。”

但说了酱久，我们始终都还没与彼此分开。。

因为成绩还没公布嘛，也还没念大学。。

所以，都能很容易的碰见大家。。

有时还可以一起到麻麻档喝茶，聊天。。

而且，也每天到母校的篮球场一起打篮球。。

我们啊。。

是很close的。。都粘在一起了。。^^

毕业后，每天也都一定要打球。。

其实啊，原因就是要和死党见面。。

因为我们都知道，我们大家的相识，就是一种缘。。

但，也会有分开的一天。。

我们都知道，我们也很珍惜朋友。。

可是这一天，真的真的来了。。
已经是五月中了呀。。

大家都有了去向。。

去这一间大学，哪间学院就读。。

开学了。。

今天，这里就好像只剩下我了。。

朋友全都往自己的方向而去。。

我比较迟开学。。

但，我们始终还是分开了。。

现在，不能每天打球。。

不能每天有说有笑。。

不能再看见那么多熟悉的脸孔了。。

心理，有的是忧伤，忧虑，和依依不舍。。

忧伤，因为相处了整十年的朋友终于与我分开了。

忧虑，不知道以后的他们，还会记得我们曾经拥有过的吗？

依依不舍，人之常情咯。。

不论怎样，朋友，我祝福你们。。

我知道，我们终有分开的一天。。

这一天来了，日子也一样要过。。

然而，在我心中，

有一个不可能被遗忘的角落。。

我把朋友都放在了这一个角落。。

朋友们。。保重了。。

Hopes Come Back towards Me

2008-05-19T20:11:00.004+08:00

As a student who had done excellently in the SPM examination,
it is impossible for me not to have either dreams or hopes..
scoring an extraordinary result in SPM is a Mission Accomplished to me..
i hope i can be better in future..
i hope i can get what i deserve..
i hope i can have a smoother road from now on..
i hope i can realize my dream;
without bringing difficulties to my parents or family..
that's why, i hope i can get scholarships, sponsorships, or KPM matriculation..

before this, i was rejected by all the scholarships and matriculation..
i was in despair.. cant tell the reason why i couldn't get it..
while in the hopeless situation, i do believe there is still hope,
no matter how thin it was..
this is similar to my parents..
so.. my parents tried many ways...
i also did appealed to the KPM and JPA scholarships department..
that's why we had a West to East jouney as i mentioned in this blogg..

Then, i recieved another good news..
i was shortlisted to attend the Yayasan Pahang scholarship interview..
for this, i realy had to say i was lucky..
this is because, only 15 students was being interviewed by yayasan pahang..
i am one of the 15 students, and yayasan pahang is giving 5-8 scholarships..
i done a pretty good job in yayasan pahang interview..
another good news for me -
although if i failed to get this scholarship in future,
i automatically can get a convertable loan given by yayasan pahang
as i was shortlisted in the interview..
this is a very good loan..
if i achive good result in university, this loan will be converted into scholarship..
PLUS.. it is zero interest..
so..... these are good news for me..

Another incident is that, i was being interviewed by Sin Chew..
this is because my mom had let this nwsppr noe about my problem..
so.. my NEWS came out on the newspaper a few days ago..
wow.. such a big stuff u noe??however this is good..
as i can let all the ppl noe that i am in a difficult condition..
dr. wee ka siong, also said on the newsppr that he will try his best to help
all the students who are in the same situation as me..

SO.. this is why hopes come back to me..
i am happy.. passionate..
i knew, in the end, everyone will understand my determination;
and the days tht i have when i strived for my dreams..

i had said, i made mind preparation for not getting anything in the end..

however,
i am still full of hopes..
i will not give up..
i will fight for myself in order to hit the stars in the sky..
i knew i can do it.. even without scholarship or matriculation..

Aspirations are with me as long as i still can breath..

West to East - for HOPES

2008-05-18T11:44:00.007+08:00

It sure was a tiring journey for me and my parents -
the West to East adventure.. which is for my education future..
yea.. its true.. last 3 days we had it..
walao.. now reli so tired.. sleepssssss..
it was on Thursday, when we start our jouney to KL..
from kl too.. haha.. (kuala lipis la..)
y go there?? it is for my future lo...
just as i mentioned.. i din get any scholarship..
such a great dissapointment for me la...
however, same to my parents, i belive there is still hope..
so, we went KL.. trying to add more hope ..
so that i can get an offer for the matriculation..
on friday, we went to PUTRAJAYA, where the kementerian pelajaran malaysia(KPM) located..
b4 this.. i had appeal to the KPM as i fail to get a place in Matriculation..
so, this time.. v hope to go there to c face to face with anyone in charge in this..
in the end.. yea.. v manage to meet with sumone..
he said tht, if i had all 1A in +math, math, physic, chem and bio.. i had a big chance..
v also told him our problem.. he say they will try thier best..
lastly.. we put on hopes..hope to get matrik in the end..

so, v leave KL.. the WEST.. and straight go to the EAST..

c... this journey is realy non-stopping.. so.. reli reli reli very stressful and tired lo...
EAST = Kuantan..
yea.. after v finished our mission in KL, we went ot kuantan straighly..
i went KUANTAN for the yayasan pahang scholarship interview..
although i had the experience.. but still nervous and worry la..
this scholarship is reli gud...
anyway, the interview is the most relaxing 1 tht i ever had..
only 10 minutes.. then go home..

wow.. staight from kuantan went back kuala lipis..
my jouney is like a big big triangle..
if u look through the map..
kuala lipis- KL-kuantan-kuala lipis..

anyway.. after these.. all my interview had ended..
i dont hav to travel so far oready..
it is just like.. i took a bow, curtain is falling and closing..
although it was a tiring 1.. well.. it was pretty a good experience for me..
and i wana thx my parents who support me so much..
they sent me to all the place tht i want..
this is because they knew it was for my future..
thank you once agian, mom and dad..
i will work hard for my future..

well now.. hope comes back again,,
but i had made a mind preparation tht i will not get anything in the end also..
so.. i am open minded now..
this is part of my life.. i am brave to face it and solve it..
yeah!!! gogogo..
i can do it in whatever situation..
i believe myself..

努力 - 我的原则。。。

2008-05-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

但，我最不认同一点！！

一些无知的人会说,
“考到酱好来做么？都拿不到奖学金的。。好过不用努力。。”
我不认同。。这完全就错了。。

我努力，没有人逼我努力。。
我努力，是因为我尽了身为一个儿子，一个学生的责任。。
我努力，是因为我知道努力，会为我带来许多的机会。。
没有努力，你连机会都没有。。
我努力，考好成绩，不是要炫耀。。
我努力，就是因为我尽则。。
我努力就是因为这样才是真正的我。。

我努力到最后，还是拿到了好成绩嘛。。
只是没人知道我的努力。。所以才拿不到奖学金。。
我已经尽了我的责任，做了该做的。。
我还是很满足。。还是很为自己感到骄傲。。
I M PROUD TO BE MYSELF..^^

哈哈。。开始觉得有点乐观了。。
嗯。。还有很多出路的。。我知道。。
奖学金只是其中一项。。
只要我不停下脚步，我一定能闯出一片天空的。。
我不会放弃。。我会为自己加油。。
我会在终有一天，让大家看见,
我的努力是没有白费的。。

与奖学金无缘。。。

2008-05-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

说了最近挺忙嘛，就是为了争取奖学金。。
其实说起来，争取奖学金。。。
当我就读 form 1 时，就已经开始进行这个艰难的任务了。。
为什么我那么想要奖学金呢？
许多人问“自己升学，也不是一样吗？奖学金没什么大不了。。”
奖学金对我来讲，真的很重要咯。。
我有我的梦想，我要在机械工程里，创一番事业。。
我一定要实现它，我是很坚定的。。要实现，就是要实现。。
在要实现它的当儿，奖学金，就像飞机。。
帮助我实现“难如登天”的梦想。。
有了飞机，我不是能登天咯！哈哈。。
没错，奖学金，就是能让我实现梦想的钥匙。。
奖学金能减轻我父母的负担。。
甚至有些奖学金能让我出国，让我得到更多的体验。。
看。。知道为什么我那么想要奖学金了吧。。
所以，人家说，只要你肯努力，你一定能得到你想要的。。
对。。我努力了五年。。我没有后悔，而且，也努力得很开心。。
没人教我的，我就是有那股推动力，越努力，越开心。。^^
没什么嘛。。读书，就是我们这些年轻人的责任。。
我另一个梦想 > 要考好SPM
那么努力。。当然，我做到了。。我拿到了10 A1, 1 A2。。
所以，我的朋友们，被再说我是神了。。哈哈。。
考到酱好，我是真的有努力的。。
很开心。。很感动。。无法形容。。我真的做到了。。
这些年来，看着那么多学长，学姐拿到好成绩。。
我说过，一定要做到像他们一样。。我到最后也真的做到了！！
不管是父母，妹妹们，亲戚，朋友们，他们都为我感到骄傲。。
实现了这个梦想，其实啊，就是为了要实现另一个梦想。。
说过了嘛，我要在机械工程里创一番事业。。

终于考到了标青的成绩，所以，在生请奖学金方面就有了机会。。

所以，我真的真的真的很努力的在争取奖学金。。

就连忙也不要紧。。这里去，那里去。。都是为了奖学金，为了将来。。

反正都努力了酱久，没关系啦。。继续努力。。哈哈。。

我啊。。生请了许多许多奖学金。。

包括了JPA,Petronas, Telekom,Tenaga Nasional,UEM,Felda, Yayasan Pahang奖学金。。

也生请了matrikulasi啊。。

你以为生请奖学金酱容易么。。唉。。

还要经过挑选去面试，面试后，又要再过滤。。

又要看你是什么种族。。家庭的收入。。种种因素。。纷纷中弄到你拿不到。。

酱多生请当中啊。。只得到了两个面试机会。。

PETRONAS 和JPA 咯。。我之前在不落格也有提过啦。。

就因为这样，我到了关丹面试，也到了怡宝附近面试。。

真得很远啊。。我住在彭亨内部。。

爸妈还特地请了几天假，带我到那边，也顺便支持我啦。。哈哈。。

东南西北四处跑，都是为了我的未来。。

嗯。。我也非常非常满意我在面世的时候的表现。。

毕竟是尽了力啦。。。什么法宝都拿出来了。。

但是。。。。。。。。。。。

这次，努力争取奖学金。。努力，根本没有收获。。

说到这里，我也真的有点伤心，失望，生气，五味扎成啦。。

不是“有点”。。应该是“非常”。。很想放肆的大喊大叫，发泄。。

天啊。。我真的没有拿到任何奖学金啊。。。

就连MATRIKULASI也没得到。。

这下子。。我真得很失望。。。

难道。。我努力了五年，考到那么好的成绩。。不算是好吗？？

我的努力，是不受肯定的吗？我不够好吗？

这样。。爸妈就要辛苦工我读书了。。

真的是一个很大很大的讽刺。。我努力了，却得不到我应得的。。

11科A，在全立碑县（DAERAH LIPIS)，就只有我一个咧。。

“考到酱好，都拿不到奖学金？”别人会问，我也会问自己啊。。

有时，我真的对这些奖学金提供者，感到有点失望。。努力的是我们。。

但还要有QUOTA（种族的%），还要看家庭收入。。。

唉唉唉。。。也许，这是就是马来西亚吧。。各种的原则，都必须遵守。。

也许。。是我不够运气吧。。也许。。许多的也许啦。。

与奖学金无缘咯。。。

我很忙。。。

2008-05-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

好久没写不落格了。。。
就因为最近忙死了。。
还不是因为升学的问题。。
搞到我头痛到。。。><...
搞了那么久，终于，
可以暂时停下来，好好休息一下。。
haiz。。不过我知道接下来的路会很长，很累。。
没办法啊。。戏如人生嘛。。
既然我们是自己生活中的主角，
就要努力演下去。。
让每一幕都值得去回味。。
别人总会问，“咦，还没开学啊？去哪间大学啊？”
“还没开学？？酱不是很的空？酱好成绩没有拿到奖学金嘛？”
还有很多。。
哈哈。。得空？奖学金？？
回答问题都累死了吧。。
是。。我是刚考完spm。。。但，我是真得很忙咯。。
现在很想唱《我很忙》啊。。^^
拿到成绩到现在。。我啊，应该寄了整十多二十封信。。
全都是表格，厚厚的文件，都是生请奖学金的咯。。
每天到学校去找校长签名，然后又去寄信，
够忙吧。。
不过啊，我知道，我只是为了我的未来啦。。
所以，忙也无所谓。。
至于奖学金。。或我们讲的，scholarship...
故事实在是一匹布酱长。。
不过，这故事呢。。很sad啦。。
我另一些“人生戏”，在下一篇不落格。。
最后，还是要告诉大家。。
我很忙。。哈哈。。

发现~

2008-04-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

18年。。。经历不少。。。发现也不少。。。
经历该经历的。。经历不该经历的。。
可是，现在，也没有什么该不该了。。只是发现了许许多多。。

从迷宫走出来后，
发现什么是无知，愚蠢。。
发现应该客观点。。。
发现应该理智点。。。
发现应该机警点。。。
发现爱不是要爱就爱。。。
不是喜欢以后就追，腻了以后就飞。。。
发现~~~~~许多许多~~~~

经历中，得不到，也学到。。
学习成长，学习理智，学习换角度看东西。。。

爱不是拿来炫耀的。。
爱不是拿来玩弄的。。
爱不是在说你有几厉害，他有几厉害。。
爱不是游戏。。
爱不是拿来伤害别人的。。
爱更不是善变的！！！

还有。。
学习如何放下。。
学习如何摆脱遗憾。。

我不会珍惜那些不珍惜我的人。。
我不会稀罕！！
因为这些人，有一天，一定能体会到我体会到的。。
只是，他们还是很无知。。
一次，又一次，犯下同样的。。

我的发现，让我成长。。。
因为有发现，我才能更精彩地活下去。。

THE PETRONAS SCHOLARSHIPS EDUCAMP & INTERVIEW

2008-04-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

phiuh... just came back from UTP( university technology petronas) yesterday for the Educamp..
it is defitnitely a tiring and long trip as UTP is located at tronoh,perak...
i had to go from kuala lipis.. pahang.. tired la....><
but.. this is a realy good oportunity for me to get a scholarship to further my studies, to realise my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer..
so.. it was worth... i decided to grip this chance.. for the sake of myself.. ^^
actually.. it also gives me a really new experience,
and provide me chances to make more friends..

well.. this year, the educamp, which is important in selecting the students who deserve the sponsorship by petronas only lasted for 2 days for each batch..
i am in the first batch... 15th-16th april..
it is pretty lucky to b shortlisted in the educamp.. as they told us tht out of 10000 candidates who applied for it, petronas only choose 2000 to go for the educamp...
however, the chance of getting this scholarship is small, as they only choose 550 students..
in fact, all the students who attend the educamp were all the best among the best...
so, the competition was quite hard... i had to work really hard in order to achive it..

on the first day, we had our registration and all the opening ceromonies stuffs...
there were also talks and speeches..
but there were no camp activities like ice breaking, and group activities, sports activities...
however, we had a campus tour, we just hav a visit to the mechanical engineering falcuty area a short while... the first day was just a leissure one... nothing special...

we live in the old hostel of utp... still quite ok la.. can sleep through the whole night..
i was grateful and happy to meet a friendly roomate...
he was a guy who came from malacca... great to meet him.. we all get along.. as soon as we met each other.. his name - JUDE... wow.. he is english educated.. so.. really good in english.. haha..
but, he was humble.. thts y we get along easily..
the other students was very nice too...
i met with a lot of malays students and they were friendly too.. however.. there were too many students, we dont even have the time to noe each other one by one... just smile and talked a bit..
dude.. there were 400++ of us.. quite a big number.

well...... the most CRITICAL and DECISIVE day came on the second day.. ><
the second day is the most important day, so, i focused on it..
it was the day when we undergoes tests and INTERVIEW..
i carried out test like IQ test in the morning..
it was not that stressful..
but in the afternoon, i was being interviewed..
it surely is a stressfull one... i could even feel my heart beats and my hands were cold..
fortunately, i could give myself enough confidence.. i managed to try my best..
wow.. there are two part in the interview..
first part - one to two interview, where i had to face 2 interviewers
second part - group discussion...
we were given the topic - "education policy'
these lasted for 2 hours... so long orh?? hehe..

yea yea yea...^^ it all went on well.. everything was excellent and as good as i expected..
i manage to deliver my best during the interview and was so happy tht i could do tht..
yeah... it was all ended in the end.. then, i went bck to my hostel...
i packed all my things...
i didnt even have the opportunity to bid farewell to my roomate... pity..T_T
because he still not finish his "mission'.. i mean the whole interview..
well... i then went back home.... home.. home...^^
so tired untill i sleep in just a few minutes on the car...

finally, i really wana say that- UTP is defitnitely an ideal place for engineering... it is a fabulous university..... big, nice, good facilities, excellent surroundings... it is a whole pakage.. i like it..

hm...in fact, this is really a whole new experience for me in my life..
learning how to interact with friends is one of the things tht i learnt from educamp..
it was a quite memorable 1, although it was very rushing...
and.. i had give all my best in the interview..
i have no regret... i just have to hope for the best...

闷+废=酱.........

2008-04-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

闷啦！！！！
没事做就会无聊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
所以才来这里灌水。。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

做么？很好笑咩？？？

哈哈哈哈。。。

闷到酱。。。=='''

哪有人这样写不落格的？？？

废到。。。。废咧。。。

My ONCE A LIFETIME Experience - The JPA Scholarships Interview

2008-04-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

this is my 'adventure' today... the JPA scholarships interview >>

Date: 2 april 2008
Time: 8 am
Venue : kompleks wisma belia, indera mahkota, Kuantan

It all began when i opened my eyes from my dream in the room at the hotel.. it was 5.30am in the morning, and i started to prepare for my JPA scholarshp interview..- tidying up myself, wearing suitable long sleeve shirt and long black slack and a tie.. i also prepared a coat ( to look more formal) for myself to attend the interview..

After having my breakfast, i took all the important documents, and wished all the best b4 i went to the interviewing center in kuantan, the Kompleks Wisma Belia... my father fetch me there..
i reached there at about 7.10 am.. it was considered quiet early because i am the second person to reach there.. the Kompleks Wisma Belia was big,i could hardly find the actual place of the interview.. at last, i found it...

After 15 minutes, more and more candidates approached there... We were all gathered at an open-air hall ( second floor of the building)... There was a white board, where our names, sequence, and our interviewing room is stated on it.. there were 2 interviewing rooms.. then, all of us registered at a counter infront of the hall.. as we had to prepare 2 sets of documents, 1 original and 1 certified copies, the certified copies of documents were given to the officer there.. meanwhile, we have to bring the original ones in a clear holder into the interviewing room..
after the officers(2 women) checked my documents, i sat down and wait for my turn to go in.. Besides, i also walked around to know about other candidates.. they were extreamly friendly and we started to be talkative in just a few minutes.. this way not only gave me the opportunity to know more friends, but also helped me to release my tension.. i started to feel more calm and steady, than i am bfore..

Well i am in the first group consist of 7 candidates.. we are mixed in term of gender, courses applied for, and races..there are 3 boys and 4 girls in my group.. the courses they applied for are engineering, accountancy, pharmacist, biotechnology, and also literature... i applied for engineering and i hope that i can study mechanical engineer in future... after taking our number tag, we cliped it on out clothes and we recieved a small piece of blank paper from the officer..
next, it is the time when all of us walked into the interviewing room..there were only 2 interviewers, 2 of them were women.. both of them are really friendly because they greeted us good morning and smiled to us.. we, as the interviewees sat in a row of chairs, facing the 2 interviewers.. i didnt feel any nervousness anymore and i thought that the interview will be fun, interesting and relaxing.. this is just because of the kindness of the two interviewers.. one of them talked to us, another 1 checking our original documents..

> important event took place!! INTRODUCTION section ( in BM langguage)... we started to introduced ourself.. we were not given the time limit.. so, as my advice, all of you should speak more..its beter than you speak less.. Untill they asked for the next person to speak, i stopped my intro..^^.. i did prepare for the whole script before this..introduction is all about yourself and what course are u applied for.. beter prepare a script for youself... it is always better than you prepare nothing ...we are all given the chance to speak, one by one..

Next> Q&A session (still in BM langguage)..the interviewers started to ask me bound of question... but they are really common questions..
example:* why you want to become a mechanical engineer?
*why study overseas and not malaysia?
*what country you prefer.. why??
*if JPA sends you to another country will you accept??
*if you think english is important and it is an international langguage, do you think that BM can reach the same status as BI in 30 years?? why??
it was so grateful that i could answer all of these in BM well..

NEXT > Giving Opinion On A TOPIC session in ENGLISH..( at the begining, regarded as Group Discusion, but it is defitenitely just a giving opinion session, i dont even have the time to communicate with my groupmate)
the interviewers gave us a topic to give our own opinion..
it was > HOW TO SHOW YOUR LOVE/PATRIOTISME TO YOUR COUNTRY?
we were given 1 minute to prepare our points, using pens and the blank pice of paper given..all my groupmates were really "talkative".. we talked a lot...each of us are allowed to give our opinion with no time limit, but according to our sequence... i was Number 2 in my group, but giving my opinion 2nd counted from behind during this session as the interviewers decided to change to direction of our sequence..we uses english as a langguage during this session..
After 1 hour and 45 minutes of time spending in the room, v finished our interviewing sessions.. as i expect, it was relaxed, and interesting.. all of us spent our time during the interview without fears... it will be a nice memory for us.. after bidding farewell, all of us went home happily..^^.. it was such a relif for me too..

the whole process of my interview had went smoothly and well...as for me, i am statisfied of my performance during the interview..however, it still depends on luck (as i believe) when it all comes untill the end..so, what can i do is just hope for the best...whatever the outcome is, it will be the best experince that i had ever gained in my life..

2008-03-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

很喜欢力宏这一首歌，就因为他写下了朋友的定义... ^^

哥儿们 *王力宏*

＊唱一首哥儿们的歌儿永不忘这一刻

这一辈子是哥儿们最难得

这一首哥儿们的歌儿

有哥儿们就够了世界变多少哥儿们都在这儿＊

唱一首反应我们朋友多有默契的歌儿

最牛的帅哥们直接啥都不比解释

我就是挺你到底也不可能背叛你

会争第一同时记得给彼此鼓励哥儿们

你碰到海就一起填我一定帮你我碰到山就拼了吧一起移

同一个团队等於多加倍的力气

希望在心里哥儿们一起创造奇迹也不怕受伤

一次比一次坚强盖一个圣堂各自奔不同方向

曾经就约定好要成功才像个样

飞到何方哥儿们的歌儿记得怎麽唱

要成为Leaders For十几亿个爱听歌的人以腻了

你逼了我让自已的耳朵变更细致押韵更密实

尤其是联手写历史我们越来越有气势

Repeat ＊

我们势均力敌但是从不耍心机跟你比

跟你学习像不同血液的兄弟哥儿们

互相接力你跑的越快对我越有利哥儿们最有默契

哥儿们来自四面八方时常好久不见习

惯了孤军奋战距离很遥远

友情从来不变但一个电话说Yo 高兴的问候就能给彼此加油

每一次见面可能Yo 隔一个礼拜或一个月还是一年都没差

不管我做了多少改变你就努力去接受

即使不能了解都会给我很多鼓励所以哥儿们

换我们唱国语还是要承认听得懂饶舌的美丽

只有部分的人但每个人都能了解我们

想表达的精神那就是珍惜

哥儿们到永远...

FRI3NDS

2008-03-26T16:58:00.000+08:00

千金易得，老友难求...

缘分是很难得的... 朋友能遇见，相识，是一种缘，是很幸福的...

朋友之间，一定会有无意伤害你我的时候...

中间若受了伤，不要紧...

等伤口好了以后，留下的伤痕，其实就印证了朋友之间最珍贵的＂缘＂........

珍惜朋友，因为他们是我们生命里最精彩的回忆...

希望你们到最后，都没有放弃你们的**朋友**...

18 years old - a turning point of my life...

2008-03-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

well... year 2008 is the year that i turned 18..

i celebrated my bday on the last 4th of january.. it was a sweet 1..

bsides, in the beginig of the year, i was also waiting my SPM result after those "difficult" days in the spm examination 4 months ago...

this is the time i experience changes in my life..

during three months of waiting my spm result, i had to b independent, by going to kl, and took a short 3 months english course.. at British Council..

i was grateful tht i did not waste my time... i learnt a lot bsides of english, but also the way to communicate with each other, even though v are frm diffrent country..

then, on the 12th of march, it was the day i take my spm result..

i did a pretty good job, by scoring straight 11As, 10A1,1A2...

the turning point is tht, how am i going to face my life after this..

frm my spm result, i realise tht it was ur spirit, ur dedication, and ur will, that make changes in ur life..

i had reli put my effort, and sacrifice during my days in schools...

and what i get from my hard work, is the good result tht i get..

and i even get i brighter future, and an easier turning point in my life..

a beter opportunity to compete among the good ones and even the best..

hard work is realy important if u wana realize ur dream..

and now, it had reach a turning point in my life..

i hope, i can get what i want, what i need, and what i deserve..

my life had reach to a junction..

the junction where i had to choose a correct pathway to a new life..

i will try my best to make my dream come true..

and i hope any1 of you, who are the same age with me, will try hard together..

this is our whole new world, a realy critical turning point in our life...

best of luck to me and to all the other teens..

we hope for the BEST..

2008-03-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

hi.... i m a new comer of bloGger...
nice to meet all of u..
well well well..
here is a place for me to express my feeling...
whenever i'm free...
so, enjoy posting bloggs.....
bye...

~\\ Chu@n's Blog //~

Penang in HDR

The 1st post of 2011

The Little Wonder - Louis Poon

Light Graffiti - Colour with Light

Kuala Lipis UpTown

Cameron Highlands

Durian Sebatang, Teluk Intan

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all...

Previous Shots...

I've always been here...

The Amazing Bali Island (Updated)

- Going Green -

The Kuala Lipis Railway

The Photography Enthusiast

- 2010 Wesak Day Celebration - #2

- Wesak Day Celebration 2010 - #1

- Sunset shots -

It's holiday and it's SHOOTING time~

just been soaked in such a busy life...

-Its the Year of Tiger-

i found treassures...

2010

goin back again...

-thoughts of mine-

The Arena is finally in my hand..

and there goes the end of the exam...

exhausted week~

~little updates~

when there's nothing much i could say...

My eyes need spectacles... already...

Recaps of the past 2 weeks...

=+=updates=+=

just a little bit..

All packed and ready to go...

I got my First Choice..

new stuff for me..^^

Daily Routines SHIFTED..

Have to say this out..

I made it an overall 4.0^^

Good deeds done..

*another expired update, but it's worth to share*

not feeling to blog la... i mean these days..

**during the HOT days**

The Climb had finally come to an end..

Storm is Brewing..

3 weeks to go...

Results Revealed...

Leave Without Saying Goodbye...

NO mood...

UNLEASHed...

Say Hello TO 2009...

Santa Claus is Coming To Town..

** it's all over and it's a FLAT **

When November ends.....

>A Start with Pain<

> Light and Easy <

when i'll be fine..

A day full of 'Colours"

then.. busy days...

Exhausted beacause of exam ><

>Feelings of minE<

>what a nice holiday<

yet another HOLIDAY...^^

歌坛的盖世英雄－王力宏

>DULL<

> blog UpDaT3 < (lifetime sharing)

》一个月之后《

突然间的终于

>想飞<

离开·分开

Hopes Come Back towards Me

West to East - for HOPES

努力 - 我的原则。。。

与奖学金无缘。。。

我很忙。。。

发现~

THE PETRONAS SCHOLARSHIPS EDUCAMP & INTERVIEW

闷+废=酱.........

My ONCE A LIFETIME Experience - The JPA Scholarships Interview

another expired update, but it's worth to share

during the HOT days

it's all over and it's a FLAT

FRI3NDS